I'm so crazy abt cca..

2011-09-09T11:27:00.003+08:00

Its been 2 months since i posted... :/ Very inactive... Okay, i wanna post about RTTD 2 , Gnk anniversary, and all the other stuff... But for some reason, i don't want to... :P Okay la... I'll talk about Sat and Sun.. :)

Sat: Woke up feeling so excited cos its Charles and Winnie's wedding!! :D Haha... The whole morning didn't do much except using the com and at around 10+ went to change... (i seriously need a change in my wardrobe!! ) Met Jean at Toa Payoh mrt... Went to drink koi and to catch up!! Man... I still have to wait another month before Jean comes back from Penang... :( But we talked about a lot of stuff regarding gnk and also bout the upcoming N levels.. And a bunch of stuff for 'flower's birthday!!<< Its a joke not to be revealed until October! :P

After finishing our drinks we walked to Toa Payoh Meth church.. Nice... And its also the place where Sarah and Grace sang their song (my beautiful) for their friend's? couple... Big and nice too!! :D Haha... Saw Louisa getting ready, and also all the other WRPF people i know and love... :) All so pretty... Especially ******... So love her pearly necklace.. :D Went to get seated and asked Celene to join us.. Kept a look out for Katie and Evie, but sadly they sat behind.. :(

SKIP SKIP...

The wedding started!! :D Haha... Emcees were Eudora and Joshua, and they are super funny!! Saw Charles... He looked nervous but really happy!! Then the beautiful Winnie came in!! Awww!! She looks soooooooo gorgeous in her dress!! :))) Then we had a small worship session... Sarah, Rachel Chan, Rachel Lim and Zac sang!! :D I love their choice of songs and their voices also!! :) We sat down, and then Pastor Kenny said lots of stuff... And the couple said their vows... Aww.. Sweet... :) They put the rings and then kissed!!!! :DDDDDD I tell you, weddings are really special..

After that Sarah and Grace sang the wedding version of Cbl.. :) Louisa and Titus danced... :DD So nice!!! Hahaha... Awesome... After that the couple walked out and came back in again... And Charles gave a very awesome speech to all of us!! We were cheering like mad and yeah.. To me its a holy moment of them 2... Charles said that he will never lie, cheat or steal... He said if he lied he would want to lie beside you every night, if he had to steal, he wants to steal your heart and if he cheat, he wants to cheat death so that he will spend his entire life with you... (Not exact words... Can't really remember..) Super sweet!! :D It ended all too soon... And then we had photo taking!! :)

After photo taking went to had something to eat provided by someone.. :P ( i have no idea who okay.. ) Ate with Jean, Sarah, Natalie, Titus, and some other people i can't remember... Aunt Tiff so nice, helped us to take drinks and pudding!! :) After the food, Jean and me went to her friend Ain house... They have a cat!! :DD Had a good time there... Saw how a malay house looks like... :) Its really nice and cosy... Wouldn't mind going back there... Hahaha... A friend met and a friend gained... :D

Met with Sarah, Grace, Matthew and another bunch of people going the same way as us! :D Went to Plaza Sing... Honestly, i'm so sick of the place... Everytime go there... Haha... But its okay.. Sat at Bk and ate something light... Rested and after that went to see movie listings... Went to this shop that sells those kinds of game knives and guns... Fascinated.. :) Walked a bit more, then went home.. :D Had a lot of fun that day... I think we WRPF really like to fellowship... :D Every week go out...

Sun: Went to church and saw Jean again... :) Went up and saw Katie and Evie.. Sat down but felt restless because of N levels... Had worship and sermon... Really though... I didn't understand much because i was tired and i was very nervous...

So finish... And then wrote cards for the birthday girls (Hilary and Celene)...

Sorry guys, this ends here... :D

2011-07-22T19:31:00.002+08:00

2 papers down... :) Yup, On wed is Eng, yesterday was Comb. humanities (Social Studies) and today was Chinese... Can rest a little le... :)

Well, i've been thinking of RTTD 2... Really wanted to invite people... But there are so many excuses, and frankly, i'm scared to step out of the comfort zone... How i see PeiYi just share... I really feel ashamed... :( I'm afraid to approach Emily... Sigh... I asked a few people... But then everyone reject... :(

Yanlin and CherJin say their parents don't allow because... :/

PeiYi got her own church stuff...

Sigh... I don't dare to open my mouth... On tues or mon... The guys suddenly throw a name card to me then they say, "you see la, your church everytime like that! God bless me..." Sigh... I guess is evangelists... But it isn't from my church... I hate being teased like that... Why? I don't even tease them of anything religious then now like that...

Well, today... I never bring my jacket!!! So scared i would freeze... But thank God the teachers turned off the air con! But our paper delay... Mr principal lecture... Even Mdm Chow ask him stop also he don't want! Zzz... Then paper 2 also like that, because never print enough... :/ But anyway... I think i can pass... Everyone say O level chinese easier... Really meh?? But yeah... Went to clarke quay with Yl and CherJin... They bought stickys, then went to eat macs... Sigh... Talked about dreams.. Cher Jin say he want to see his grandfather... Creepy.. Then YL also creeping out...

End up we took a random bus to clarke quay... I felt like an idiot... Cos they kept teasing me, then on bus 54 Yl and CherJin acted like maniacs... Waving at random passers by... Gave me the creeps... Like Psycopaths... :/ Then when we passed Marymount Convent school, they acted like that... Waved at the kids then they all give the WTF??? look... Keep diao-ing us and whispering... Zzzz... Confirm say about us de... :( But oh welll.... They did that till we reached Bishan... Then they kept teasing me... Saying God bless me and God bless you over and over... Say i big boss and everything i say they add the Big boss... Zzz... We took 58 to go to Verity's house... Played a prank on her then we go down to the playground to wait for her... She went to bathe so...

Played lor... Then talk about random stuff until i remembered that Evangeline stay at Serangoon!! So i called... She at cca... Then she wanted to find me but it was sooooooooo late... Sorry... :( So now i just reach home... Eat dinner liao... And now i need to worry about coursework... Mrs wee got no pity at all... I'm tired anyway... :/ But i want to thank God for helping me to be strong, or else i would have given up... :)

P.s: Can't wait for Gnk anniversary!! :D

2011-07-19T21:48:00.003+08:00

I'm back! :D But yeah...

Today was quite special... Cos quite slack... :) But then i think of Sunday... :/ (Sarah isn't going to read this right....? ) But yeah... I made her so mad... I feel so guilty still... I guess i really got no commitment to do her homework... I think... She should stop teaching me... She is an AWESOME teacher... But i'm just wasting her time and effort...

Oh well... :/ Okay, today first lesson was Eng... But i spent half an hour with someone and swept the class cos apparantly 3/4 of the class went for mock listening compre... (O level listening was after school... ) And i didn't take, so yup.. Then heard Qian Yi and Yanlin nag and complain about their mothers... Yl lor... Cos she morning this happen so like that... Added some points but i realise i never fit into the conversation, so i kept quiet and did source based questions... Hmmm, learnt about Wal-Mart today... :D Then immediately recess... And ate noodles... Talked quite a bit during recess but i already very sian... Smuggle some sushi up, then went for Chinese... Cher talk about oral, but the guys all never pay attention... so irritating... :/

Went back for lesson again... Waaa, keep walking up and down... Especially with heavy bag... :( Math test next... Probability was probably one topic that i can pass...? I hope so... :/ Please please please let me pass!!! I want... Sarah to be proud of me for once... :( There was the last question though... ?? The weird question... CME next, but Mrs Goh again never come... So free lesson... Didn't do much... I couldn't rest on table!!! Why? Sigh... Air will build up and then i'll become very light-headed, resulting in headache and nausea... :( So i try... But cannot... So tried doing other stuff like cutting paper...

After that Assembly, but since the o level peeps have to have their listening compre then we had chinese... I did oral with cher... My conversation got 22/30... :D But the topic about valentines day!!! :/ Finish, then i go to hall with Yl, Val and Shermin... Wished them good luck and as i was walking home i saw Jiayu... I realised i promised to go back to Drama!!! So walked back lor... :D Saw Hatstumi... Then went to 7-11...

I talked to her... Cos poor gal, got kicked out by Claude... :/ You guys should know by now how claude is when these things happen!! He means it but not in a bad way!!! So yup... Walked back to school... Elouise and Hatsumi got into a heated conversation... :/ Thank goodness everything is okay now!!! :) Stayed to shred paper and then the shredder overheated... Saw 2 rehearsals, one without paper, one with paper... Nice... :D I love the effect! Cleared up with them then went home...

Now using com and being so sian... :/ Okay... That's all...

2011-06-26T20:07:00.001+08:00

THEY. DON'T. WANT. ME. IN. THEIR. HOME. AT. ALL!!!!

Yeah... Its true... :( Went to their house, then she said that why was i here, should be at home.. Then ended up her sister and brother also agree... Sigh... I really think that i'm unlovable... Pity party... I dunno la... :/

Well, i did Gnk today!! Didn't manage to rar-rar the kids with 'My number one'... But i had fun... :) Rules have changed... Its going to take me a long time to learn the new rules in Gnk... :/ But i had fun... Though I have to help Janice to loosen up... Don't be stiff! :) The kids love people that are super high, cos they can be high also ma!! :D Yeah... But before Gnk started Celene's powerpoint cannot use.. So had to type out a new one... Thank God for Auntie Aileen!! :D

The games were fun too! Hahaha... But the kids are so lethargic.. Guess its because holidays have ended and tomorrow start school... Make the most of it lor... :/ Worship was alright... But the actions were going all over the place because the song was new... I hope that they will learn the actions soon... :) Daven, our new worship leader!!! :D Join us! Haha, i love how he leads! :) Welcome!! :P

Bible lesson... Note: The kids love Gorgor Donnie!! :D Haha, all so attentive... You know, Conrad's imitation of the show 'Tuxedo' by Jackie Chan.. Cracked me up!! I still can remember how he speaks lor!! :D Aww man... And ya, i just realized that kids aren't what they seem anymore... I want to help them all!! :D

Justus+Jabez: Father passed away...

Esther(Little..): Father also passed away...

Jayden: Has no mummy... I understand why he's so quiet... :/

Yi Heng: Has asthma and is dyslexic..

And there are more... I know there are more!! The desperate cries.. Lord, hear them!! :/ I know i haven't been a good jiejie lately... I'm so far away from the kids le.. What's my aim in life? After what Sharon said to me i'm really scared... What if this desire to love and work with kids disappears? Then what will i do?? God...

Yeah... Then after everything went for evaluation.. Plus had some chillax time with everyone... How Evangeline and Angel tease me... Waaaa, really hurtful but you know they don't mean it!! :) But its alright.. Then after that just hung out with Grace, Esther, Jean and Veronica.. Little seannie too... :D Didn't do much, travelled with Grace and Sean's home... Nice... Airbed... Noisy, but its cool... :) Then went home... Its sweet for the sisters and Sean to walk me to the mrt... Thanks for the hug too Sean.. :)

Well, i guess that's about it right?? :) I wonder what was last week's sermon... I saw the title... Love... Awww, gotta love the topic... <3

2011-06-23T16:51:00.002+08:00

Helllo.... :D Today, went to school for math mock exam... Thought that i would be late but ended up waited for Denise with Xm, Verity, CherJin and Jayson.. Did the test... I blur blur de... Cos i didn't study... Unless you counted reading up for 10 mins in the bus!! Hurhur... Got this relief teacher... He is so nervous lor!!! He reminds me of Mr Jansen... He keep talking to the other teachers and then me and Yanlin were like whispering i dunno how to do! Then like the last 20 mins BingGan came in, and then i tured behind and i saw Denise poking Sheng Ming and asking him how do... Haha... Chaos... Then me and Yanlin also asking one another... Hand up paper then just relax... Yanlin went home...

Sigh... Then got commotion... What have i missed from Fb???? Hmmm... Something about D, and D.... :/ Not naming names... But i went for brunch with Xm, Denise, Verity and Huiling... I felt like a betrayer, cos i'm not taking sides this time! Cos it just hurt... :( While eating suddenly downstairs of compass got commotion... But we have no idea cos we not kaypo... :P Walked around aimlessly... And then i went home... So now i'm typing this... Bleah... I remember Father's day... :/ Let's blog about it! :D

Father's day 19/06/11

Woke up early cos i had Gnk... Felt sad, but brushed away the feelings and then went to church by myself... Mummy and boy cannot come with me cos our cousins stayed over... Too young to stay at home alone... When i reached Gnk the boys were playing beyblade... Talked with them to pass the time and waited for Celene and Janice... Felt like a mother chicken cos they abit blur... Gnk then started... Slowly... :D Evangeline and Angel keep teasing me during praise... While i leading they both told me that since i'm a senior citizen, why can i dance? -.-... Comments that make my day... :) Elsa came over during games ( played guessing riddles and a colour game...) and she talked to me... :D Seannie jumped on me but he looked tired and blur... :/ While the kids were listening to Aunt Anita preach, Jamie brought me out to eat... :) Ate and talked about the happenings in her worklife... :D

Went back, and then they were concluding the bible lesson... I brought Esther, Elsa and Sean to their class, and Esther held my hand!!! Awww... :) Held her bag and then went back to set up the tables for the crepes... :) Learnt how to do the things and helped the kids... I made some too!! Went up and down to find Sarah... Haha... Esther was so cute... Kept wanting me to chase her all around... Man, i'm turning old!!! :/ But it was over, and went up to talk with Hannah, Esther Chan, Evie and Katie... But before i could talk to them i had follow up from Pastor Mary... :) Short session for 30 mins and then go Gnk to decide the songs before finding the 3 beautiful ladies... :)

Had a heart to heart talk with Katie, and so... Went to eat lunch with a whole group of YAY people!! :D Awkward conversations, drilling Pavit, and then Ethel and James were stuck... Awkward turtle!! :P Uncle Francis came to me before we left church, and he told me that he loved me... :') sweet...

Okay! Done!! :P Tired alr... -.- told ya that i'm gettin' old!! By the way, any suggestions for new blogskins????

2011-06-21T10:50:00.002+08:00

:) Was reading Marcus's blog, and then i remembered what i promised myself last night... I really want to write letters to every single person that i've met... To apologise, to love, and most importantly, to share God's word to those that are in my school... :) But well, i can't... So i'll just write here... I know my little angels in Australia (Hazel and Amanda, should be 13 and 14 years old now right? If i'm wrong, please correct me...), Katie and maybe some others read my blog, so its hard... So i'll write for my little kids in Gnk, then so on... :)

Gnk: My babies! :D When i stepped out from pri 6 and into youth, i felt terribly left out, but i did not care... But when i did my first Gnk in August 2008, i felt so bonded... :) Doing worship with Katie and Pamela, and just bringing joy and love to the kids, i just blended... Meeting you guys really made me so much happier! Remember Gnk camp2009? When gorgor Marshall and gorgor Matthew danced to entertain?? Remember Arise 2010?? The first day at Bartley Church and we played catching? When i went wild and gave out candy? Remember how you guys climbed up on me just to pull my hair or get the attention??? :'D The memories are endless!!! Because i still can think of many different times we had fun and just let loose!

Evangeline: Hey senior SENIOR citizen! :D Remember everything that has happened since we first met? :)2 Gnk camps, church camp, Arise! and so many more!!! My little one, thank you for being so funny, especially with Angelina and Huimin around... :D Must sms me more ya? :D

Angel: Hello senior, senior, senior, senior, senior, senior, senior, senior, SENIOR citizen! :D Haha, that's a lot of seniors!! But ya, remember on Sunday when you and Evangeline said that senior citizens cannot dance? :P Okay, thank you, for being my awesome 'baby', and for being an awesome pool player too!! See ya soon okay? We need to do lots and lots of crazy stuff!!! :D

Huimin: HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Remember PictionaryMan at Louisa and Isaiah's house?!?! The vids will be uploaded as soon as i get it from Isaiah kayy? :D But anyway, remember our joke?? The jokes that really cracked the whole room! Haha... :)

Justus and Jabaz: Yo brothers! :D I thought that you guys were twins!!! Cos you 2 look so alike!! :S But ya... Thanks for teaching me Tamil and for making me smile and for keeping me AWAKE!!! :D That i've gotta thank you! :D You know, i'm also sorry for teasing you with your chipmunk accent and also for adding 'apa' for my sentences... It must have made you guys miss your dad a lot... :( I know how you feel though... So my wish for you 2 brothers is that to stay happy and don't give up... :) Anything just tell me okay? Or ask... Like what Jabaz you said, I sit beside you not because i like you, but because you're my best friend... :) Thank you for making me so happy with that statement... :D

Esther Khoo: Hey my little one... :) How's everything? Love you so much... :) you're always so shy.. Learnt to open up when possible ya? But i see that you can do it... :) Jiejie is here if you need her kayy? Just call, i'll be there... :D I'll get books for you too! Did your mum like your crepes? They look so awesome you know!!! Mine looked like crap cos mine broke... :P Okay, i'll see you soon alright? :)

John Wee: Rawr! Everytime you'll step on my shoes... Hahaha... But you know, i got to know you so much during Gnk camp this year!!! :D okay, i owe you sweets! I will bring them this sunday i promise!! :) Haha....

It is going to take forever to write dedications to all of you... So its just some only... :( I wish i can type as fast as i can talk... :/ So yeah...

2011-06-18T22:57:00.002+08:00

Hey guys... Wow... I am soooooooooooo not posting anything!!! Ya i'm bored... :/

Well, June holidays have been fun... Church camp... Everything made me feel so 'high'... Today had YAY cell meeting... Instead of having just going to individual cells and talk about last week's sermon, Pastor Simon's wife pastor rinda preached about 2 things... A reflective lifestyle and also about examen. What is examen anyway? It means to reflect, and ask our inner man what events of today made me high or low? You know, in my Journal, i'm not honest with myself... That is a serious flaw i have because i'm not honest even to myself!!! So after today, i realised that there is no rules!!! Nobody will read it, only you and God!! I was listening and listening and i felt so uneasy... I felt like running... Running and cry... Right now, i wanna cry... :(

I keep thinking of the people in life that have helped me so much... Come to think of it, i was never alone... Bzzz... I want to honest here, but yea, i can't... Its not that i don't trust... Just that i don't have the heart to see my feelings, emotions... :/ so i'll end here... ..............................

2011-04-11T14:23:00.007+08:00

Its been a month... I didn't feel like posting so... There were lots of fun things to do... But life is spinning and spinning and when i look back, i ask myself if i'm living for the sake of it or truly enjoying this life God has given me? Sorry guys... Sorry for the emo post... Its better if you skip this whole chunk of pain and agony... I don't want anyone to feel the pain with me... Its just not fair for you guys... Is there anyone out there to hear me scream? :/ I'm beginning to miss him again... For those who think that its a lover, its NOT... Its someone else... I've been crying and crying for him to come back... Rocking and sobbing on my bed till i fall alseep... It hurts, but i'm not alone... In the midst of the pain and agony His gifts of joy and love just flows... I denied it at first, but now... As i'm typing this... I was wrong... Jesus was and is with me all this while... Sigh... But the longing that has appeared in my heart is so strong and painful sometimes i just wanna scream and do whatever it takes to have him back... :/ Jesus, help me to fill up this longing... Hurts... this longing makes me cry... :( Dying... Sigh... I need a shoulder to cry on... Really... I'm missing him too much already.. Anyway, today's monday, and yup, it is the last day we can rehearse before SYF tomorrow! Nervous... :/ In lab doing theory revision for f&n now... Thought of blogging so here i am!!! Haha.. Okay... Nothing much, but there is WKJ!!! (Who killed J? ) Haha... Okay logging off... -.-

2011-02-24T18:50:00.004+08:00

:D Oh well... Didn't really post cos well, what's the point? Haha, this is cos Zhang Lao Shi ask us write report... Chinese la... Haha... :P Quite easy, and i thank God for her because she makes sure she goes through step by step... Give us plenty of notes... And when we getting bored she'll make us laugh (Of cos, with the help of the guys... ) and she gives individual attention!! :D Awesome teacher right? :) Haha... Topic on the report is on online blogs... So yeah... Haha... Its really nice to do some chinese cos you get to quiz other people that dunno Chinese... :P Also going to learn the whole book of san zi jing... Val say she have so let's learn together!!! :D Aww, i think if i can learn to the 3rd page i pro le lor... Even Yanlin cannot until 2nd page... :D So i going to learn!!! :D

Alright... Today... Have Chinese and SS CT... Quite alright for Chinese... Weird though, i do diff. paper from everyone... Well, i do N level de ma, then the rest do O lvl... Really easy, but got one part where i confirm lose 20 marks... :/ Then SS... Wa..... Yanlin make me so nervous... ZZZZ... Then stress, almost scream... Then recover by the grace of God and did the 2 essays... :D Left 5 mins, tried to think how to write the conclusion then time's up... -.- Recess... I so blur... Go here, then go there... Then went up to get math stuff and went down again... Did math... This year really good... :) I have 2 notes for math le... And its really filled with the things i'll need for tomorrow's test!!! :D Rested a little, then A math... Strolled (kinda) to class and asked Mr Tan for help... Then kinda slack all the way... Tired, but during Chinese i sleep 10 mins, okay le... :) Over, went to toilet with the gang to freshen up... To talk.... Hearing them gossip... :/ Went back and i super high cos Mr Tee isn't here!!! :D Sorry... Everyday got his lesson... Very stress... Especially during Geog... At least not Eng... :( Talked, joked... Remembered the WRPF and i'm going to apply this to Denise... Cheer up alright... <3

After school... Mr Goh come in... Then the guys keep negotiating with him to change ssl date... Haha... Keep insisting after Geog will have time for it... Confirm no time de lor!!! Zzz... Plus i got cca, but i cannot tell anyone because its supposed to stand down... Was filled with funny words because i very blur... They say A i say B... Like during E math revision... When Denise say if she should quit the clique, i heard wrongly, i thought that she wanna quit school, then i boldly said "If you quit school then you will only have PSLE results!! Then how? " Waaaa, i made Yanlin and Denise laugh till their sides hurt... Another one...
Denise: "Do you think i should .......(I forgot this, but its equally if not funnier!!! )
Yanlin :"No la, can de... You where got like that? "
Me : " Eh, Denise, you fit in perfectly!! Unlike me lor, i sometimes here, sometimes there... " (i spoke this in Chinese... Now typing this in Eng sounds weird... :P )
All 3 Laugh!!! And they both high 5... So you see, i so blur today... Everything all out of point de...
Went to Subway with Xinmin, Diana, Huiling, Verity, Yanlin and Denise. Ate then again i say out of point... :P
Freak, i forget... Sigh... Sorry... But we all laugh... HAha, Went to Popular and then i bought the Super huge Packet of Gopstoppers that Xm and Diana intro... HAha, then joined them... Denise asked me who i would choose, a guy that loves me or the guy that i love... I chose the latter, She said why, then when i said that " Cos love can be nurtured!!" And of cos, i did this stupid thing with my hands as i said so and then she spread to the others... -.- Went home... Now lying here bloggin...

Alright... Time for me to go... Jiayou fr tomorrow MAth and Eng!!! :P

2011-02-16T18:08:00.002+08:00

:D Yellow! :P Okay.... Blog about v-day? :P Or the cny? Or Drama? Or Cny visit? Will start with Cny visit... :P

12/2/11

Woke up... Use com and slack... Then helped mummy do sushi and tasting... Went to bathe... Then i was using my Itouch in my room then my aunt started screaming cos my visitation group arrived... My brother so shy, went to the room to prepare for tuition... Invited them in, and then after Auntie Deena said grace we tucked in! At first everyone say they so full, ended up the food finished! :P Then we played 99... I won the first round, and lost... So much fun!!! :D Then we had the sing-a-long... So funny... The first 2 songs were still okay then the last song we all dunno how to sing then we just cried out hey! :P The group went to my mum and aunt to say 4 letter words... :D Then set off to church... Haha... We had fun, plus the Jay walking part... -.- sorry... Reached church, then we set off to the steamboat after half an hour... :) Sat with Evie, Veronica and Katie... Didn't eat much... But had fun seeing everyone eat... The live prawns came... Not many people knew but when i said it Tian Yi was like EWWWW!!! Did something cruel to a prawn, then killed them nicely... :( Spent the last half an hour outside sitting on the bench amusing myself... Got ice cream for Evie and Katie... :) Went out with some of the YA to get durians, in the end went home with Medalin...

Blah blah...

V day... Took bus to school... On 372 i saw the card that Denise did for JJ... Zzzz.... Then everyone was exchanging presents in class.... Things went as normal, except for that annoying pest that seemed to be there.... The moment i stepped into the Lab to do F&N the fire bell rang!!! -.- Got a tiny sunburn and tried to do Task analysis, but i too light headed.... bzzzzzzzzzzzz... After school, reported to Kitchen to practise rubbing-in method and creaming method... Made Apple crumble(rubbing in ) and banana cake(Creaming)... The other group did Pineapple upside down cake... (SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DELICIOUS!!! :D ) Went home...

Yesterday, presents were still going on... Lessons... Then now its assembly... ZZZ The laptop already posted in black and white that no battery already, still wanna continue, waste 15 mins... After school got Math ssl, went for drama and finally finished umbrella work... went home...

Today.... Pestie still there... He's gone too far!!! -.- Math, then Chinese... Ms Zhang bad mood today, for once never laugh at SaoWee or anyone, but in the end still have... :P PC had a talk of our seniors... Useful, but really, baised!!! :( Spent 2 hours in library after that, and went home... Now i dunno what to do... I'm tired... -.-... Oh yes, Today, Celine made Banana cake!!! :D Yummy!!!

Bye...

2011-01-27T20:36:00.002+08:00

:D So long never post... Many things happened ... A good way to start 2011 yea? :P And soon, CNY is starting...

Well, today, its just so awesome!! Haha... A smooth day! :D So well, first lesson, Chinese... Since we complained of the floor, we got the classrooms instead!! Okay, i mean the morning assembly!!! Yesterday, we had to sit on the super soaked floor because it wasn't raining!!! So the floor is super wet like your bathroom, but its weird, the middle of the quadrangle, (sec1s, 3) was dry so they were okay!! :( But most of 4G and H stood... Haha, Mr Neo said they were so.... :P But today had a slight drizzle thank God! :D So went back to class, tidied the classroom before going home ytd so it looked really good, but it was tarnished anyway... -.- Chinese went to COE room... Had a test... Easy!!! :D Went out for the toilet, and kinda scared the sec1G cos they didn't know that there was a hidden door (main door used for check up, door blocked by wall, hence the name 'hidden' ) and i walked out when i need the 'john'... Finished the test, went back to class... Really confused cos didn't know where to go for ss... Split classes again... So now instead of Mr Neo, i got Mr Rahim instead... Mr Neo he's pretty good... Yup! Fun class!! Then went back for Physics... No one was that interested... Was dozing off, but i kept awake by writing journal and scribbling 'boring!!!' over and over again on foolscap... Then recess... Math... Really bored... Really, really, cos i didn't know how to convert... Didn't know how to do... Really confused

*SARAH I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* *SOBS* Then Revision E... That was so boring really because Mr tan... He... Oh fine... My fault... Geog... Finished... Stayed back to do deco, that's why so late reach home!!! But many other things happened... I won't post because i don' wanna get anyone into trouble... Its painful enough to see friends crying... :( Oh well...

2011-01-14T17:46:00.002+08:00

ZZZZZzzzzZZZZZzzzzz..... I'm so crappy today... HAHA!!! Okay i'll blog for the past 3 days since it had different stuff in them!

Wed:

Normal school... Being a good girl by not falling asleep, and to run away from loan sharks in class!!!! -.- Hey c'mon!! I owe them like, over 10 dollars la!!! :/ When it was pc, saw Mdm Chow outside looking so stern and scolding us for no reason!!! -.- Showed us o lvl and n lvl comparision... And kept telling us to go ite!!! Argh! Its our own future and not hers! Well, my future is in God's hands anyway... Whole class so angry... Kept nudging one another and silently cursing her since form teachers were there... Scott and Roy waved bye also got scolded, ?!?!? That's stupid and its a friendly greeting leh!!! Very good le because which v-p would be in the right mind to tell the N(A) to go ite out of the blue?!?!?! -.- Walked around like a zombie with Px, Singnee and Denise cos we took taxi and i don't want lor... :( Shopped to get some items and got them... Shared vouchers, went to value shop with Px to buy snacks(note:They're empty calories so avoid them at all costs!!! ) and went home.... Blah blah.... Used com to search for anime but got none... And slept,.....

Thurs:

School... After morning assembly Mr neo said: "Last Saturday, 5 students committed a serious offence" . I thought what it was and when he told us the reason, the whole school laughed till our sides hurt!!! "Last Saturday, 5 students from our school was caught FISHING ILLEGALLY AT THE SENGKANG RIVERSIDE RIVER!!!!!!" Oh my!!! Serious!!! Come on!!! More like hilarious!!! Well, even ot fish the fish won't be so stupid to be attracted by the lines lor!!! -.- HAHAHA... Class started... Still okay.. But you know, 4 lessons of math together is no easy feat! Its tiring and quite irritating also!!! :/ But survived and stayed in class with Denise, Singnee and Peixuan... Sent Bernard out to compass to buy stuff... Went off half way to cca cos its sec1 auditions for ELDDS!!! :D Got lots of talents... But attitude no good, no respect for seniors... If it wasn't for creativity or projection also cannot... But got little creativity... So most of them failed this year's batch... The whole thing finished with an extended park bench with the sec1s and with us... :P Spent almost half an hour to decide the top 10 and reached home at 8 plus...

Fri: Today!

Went to school with a lighted heart... Emily came to our classroom cos theirs not opened yet... Some others like Lee Zong came also... Lent Em my phone to call her mum and she went back to her cos it opened... :P Did some chinese and during Physics class also did eng... Today was kinda special cos every teacher for once didn't see me and i was invinsible to them! :D Nice! Understood Physics for the first time!!! Thank God! :D Then Mass. pe... First class to go down but it still didn't prepare us for the horror ahead! We had to run 4 rounds, and then we did suicide runs!!! Argh... 4 sets leh!!! :/ Had to climb the gruelling staircase but made it... Opened the door and helped the class to get chinese newspapers... After all, Jesus came to serve others, not others serve Him... Yeah... Then recess... Went up and had to almost crawl up!!! :/ Last 3 lessons by Mr tee... Finish... Did deco... Had lots of fun and i began to use the thumbtacks to make words!! Took photos of them and put them as my wallpaper!! :D Came home... And now i'm going off to new members weekend! :D Bye! :D

2011-01-11T16:30:00.002+08:00

Heyy guys! :D Today's tuesday... :/ I hate the principal... :( Sigh... Well, Woke up at around 5 plus to sober up... Replied messages and trying so hard to not think of the face... Ytd also... So now i'm blogging for ytd and today! :D

Changed and ate breakfast.. Went to school, saw quite a few sec 1s still looking lost... Lesson started... Blah blah... Stress taking its toll on everyone now... Thank God some work do in school can le... :) Recess... So many people but managed with Px and the others... Went up again for math... Can understand finally, but i need to work on my observation skills cos its not improving, and if i don't know the properties will fail math... Ended school with chem... Wanted to go see senior cos its o lvls... But couldn't so just ate and waited for cca.. Did physical and vocal warm ups... Did more umbrella work and then it rained... Went home... Then it was still raining till very, very late...

Today,

Same, but left home super late... Saw the bus just go... :/ Made me forget so many things... Then on the way i forgot my tie... :( So upset... Then remembered a whole bunch of work need do... :'( Tough... Reached school... Made to sit on the super wet quadrangle... :( Cos it rained... Went back to class then my skirt all wet... Physics... Then F&N... Got the question and i felt super annoyed by all the rules... :/ Brainstormed and used com... Found an awesome webbie that would help and then went back to class for chinese... Did the work and then recess... So unfair lor!! Sec 3 were released early from assembly... :/ By the time reached out turn left only 2 min... Rushed to sec3 class to borrow tie... Then went down cos i super hungry then Yanlin shared her food with me... I choked since got no time... But recovered and rushed upstairs... Principal... :( Then went for eng... Felt terribly unwell and sick... Restless too... Then chem... Got scolded again and again... Then went to compass with Peixuan and Yuanling hoping that my headache and nausea will go away so can go cca... But couldn't and went home... Its been a few hours and i still feel nausea... Oh well... :/ Off to do work.... Been slacking away from the Word... Oh man... I'm not keeping my promise... :(

2011-01-08T13:04:00.002+08:00

Heyy guys!! Today had cca bazaar in my school... Reached at 9 and i saw everyone putting the finishing touches in the booth... Then Sec1A to 1E came down first... Haha... We sent out people to give flyers and we ran out!! :D And well, we kept pulling them to our booth... Many said they'll be coming!!! Then they went to the quadrangle to gather and go back to class... After that 1F to 1I came down... I'm so happy because so many N.A are finally taking interest in Drama!!! I used to be the only one... :/ So imagine how lonely i was when i went to the audition... :( But i remembered Irfan asked me to go with him... :P So yeah... I still have 2 more years on NCHS... :) Then after everything we cleaned up and while taking the cloths back to El room i saw Yanlin and the others... Talked to them till i forget... :P Only remembered to return when they had to fall in... :( Went up and walked around the school with Denise and Dazelin... I got fed up with it cos we initially wanted to find Mrs Wee lor... -.- Then went to the first floor and saw Yanlin and her red cross friends ( Ya, including Xinmin and celine and blah blah... ) And followed them as they promoted Red Cross to the classes... :D Then since they had a meeting later i said bye and went home...

-.- Bernard and his friends are super stupid lor... Take 372 go one big round to where i stop and then walk to Compass again!!! So stupid la!!! Might as well walk the other route or take the opposite de la!!! -.- One year older than me too!!! Now at home... My little niece got 5 jabs or smth today... :/ She's so brave!! :D And she's here cos she can't go out... And yea!! :D

Well, been really tough to handle this week cos school started and had no mood... I'm okay now, thanks to the special sisters that helped me to see through the days and nights... It feels good to cry it all out sometimes... :) <3>

Alright, Signing off now! :D I've never felt this peaceful and happy since sec2???? :D

2011-01-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

How do you guys like my new blogskin?!?!? Awesome right?!!!!!!!!! :DD Haha... :)

2011-01-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

School has started!!! And its TORTURE!!!! We have tons of homework, lots of different classes, and lots of temper are flying everywhere!!! Well, we can surely start with the first day ya? :P

Went to school, regretted cos for the first time(except sec1 ) I never ask anyone to pei me go school... Usually it was Emily, but i couldn't contact her, so i just went on my own... No one was there... But saw lots of parents and sec 1 students! :D My class really like no different lor!!!! The whole quadrangle was already filled with people but they were super slow!!! Still late!! :P Not to mention 4H too... :P Got some people to talk though... Dazelin, saw Emily, and directed many sec1 to the hall... :) Just helping the counselors... :P This year is going to be a fun year cos i see so many foreigners!! :D So cute! :) How do ya fancy a Japanese junior eh? :DD And the new principal sucks so bad!!!!! :( Looked like a ..................!!! Oh well... Lots of buzz, and we had Mrs Goh again... And the zhang... :P My new chinese teacher!! She looks so stern(but she is not so thank God!!! ) Did admin stuff and we have Celine and Darren to be the Chairmans again!!! Haha... Went on the day with new teachers too... Bing Gan came in to tell us our math slots/classes... Woww, both classes put together and now we have 3 classes for E math and 4 classes for A math?!?! Won't explain here cos its shocking enough already... Chinese also split... So now my class really very awesome for both math and chinese!! :D Had some classes and recess... Went up for this irritating assembly and continued lesson... After school went for cca... Claude didn't scold me... :) Got our scripts, and practised... i opted for backstage and sat there to listen to them... Times up, went home...

Wed

Reached school and talked to a few of my buds... :P Joking about the principal and talked random stuff, then listened to Dazelin and Yuanling talking about this show... Went up to class and slowly followed timetable... Its really tiring to keep going up and down the stairs when switching classes!! :( After school stayed for drama... Talked to Mr see about some stuff and then went to drama... Claude taught us new vocal exercises... Slowly learnt them and wrote them in my 'journal'. Then made posters with my backstage peeps to appeal to the school for old umbrellas... Asked Mr Xiang and he had a whole bunch of old, paper umbrellas!!! :D Went back and Claude let us go home... Went home and was so tired....

Thurs

Again, reach school, had morning assembly, but got sec1 orientation camp! So cute! :) Kept hearing the counselors shouting orders at them... :) Had lessons... But i hate going up and down and up again!!!! Then after that down again!! Then across!!! :/ So irritating!!! :( The worst part is from 4th storey to the 1st and it repeats!! :( But the day went by okay... had drama and got the umbrellas... Did umbrella work and had tons of fun... Went home and by them i was so tired... :/

Fri (today la duh! )

Went to school and collected key and log book... Usually there would be people coming in after 7, but i was really having a heart to heart talk with God from 6 plus till 7:10... When i told God that my friends can come in now they did! That was one of the strangest things... :) Got lesson, NO MATH!!! :D Which means no going up and down! Except for mass pe and recess... Did nothing much but was falling asleep in eng cos i did the test so much faster!!! (On wed got diagnostic test, supposed to do till qn 14 but i did all the way to summary... so ya... ) Then Geog (Mr Tee is our eng and geog teacher, so on fri he has 3 lessons with us, 1 geog and 2 eng). Went to Clark Quay with Cherjin and ate macs (He bought sweets and so do i... ) Went home and used com till now... :P

Okay that about done!! :D I'll let you know my teachers (Though the classes has some that are the same names, guess which subject is the one!! )

Eng/Geog: Mr Tee

E math: Ms Toh (she's awesome!!! Basketball teacher, pe teacher, form teacher, and now math teacher!!! :DDDD )

E math (Revision): Mr Tan (guessed it already? Our new principal also... :/ )

Science (Physics) : Mr Goh (guess which one. )

Science(Chemistry): Mrs Goh(Like duh?!?!?)

F&N: Mrs Wee(Again!!! I must ace this cos i might take food science!!!)

Chinese: Zhang lao shi..........................

Okay! My blogskin cannot put color... Its so irritating... So all black and white... :(

2010-12-27T09:49:00.000+08:00

Okay continue!!! :DD

sat 25/12/10!!!

Yay!!! Woke up and wore my theme blue and gold to church and left at8 plus... Reached church at around 9 plus and saw the other 3 themes, fairytale, corporate sun&surf, and floral. :D I love Esther and Sarah's costumes!!! :D Tinkerbell!! Haha... Sarah so funny lor, she even brought a float!!! :P Went to have make up done by the awesome make up crew!!! :D Prepared lines and did a 'quick' run through... Loved everything and lunch arrived!! :D Ate with Louisa, Jemima, Esther and Janice.. Most of us wore the costumes and put on some more make up and we had a prayer dedication... Got anointed by oil and i felt God... :D As always we linked hands in a big circle and prayed for this event... People started coming in and i became the watchman for some of the actors cos they couldn't go out due to the super thick make up and costumes... :) Kept walking in and out and checked the cocktail bar.. Yummy cocktails!! Zac and Jasper were doing the cocktails, then Dione joined in.. In the end i still liked Jasper's cocktails because it was just nice and not soooo sweet (like zac's).. Wanted to have another cup but didn't want to waste, and as i hung around it was so funny cos Jasper didn't know how to make 'em and the cap just 'exploded'!!! :DD Sooo funny!! :D Went back in and strangely i didn't feel nervous at all... So i began nudging people cos i was restless ( i was really cool about performing, though i hated holding the pla card... ) and when Grace told me that it was her firswt time performing i was like "what? Why? Then must be really nervous lor?!" And she said ya.. I wanted to scream, saying that it is okay!!! Haha... More and more people were coming in, and when i kept telling them i guess i made a mistake in doing that cos i made them more nervous... :/ Grace saw her friend and asked me to invite her to sit... :P She so funny... Went back in and started to just sit down and laze there doing nothing... When the emcees took over (Marshall and Eudora) it was so awesome cos i see so many people in the 4 themes... :)

Play started, and i started with a loud voice(ELDDS don't use mikes so.... -.- ) and almost made the mic shriek.. Ended and Josh and Grace was like you're awesome! So confident... zzzz... Got meh... I like sai lor... Went on and on... Kept popping in and out of the curtains for the first parts then retreated to the back to wait for my lines... I thank God that that day is a success!!! :D When it finished we shouted encore but don't have... :( So sad right!!!! Finished and credits were played... Didn't feel like eating and was walking aimlessly around when Grace caught me to intro her friends to me... Haha.. I feel wierd... :P Nobody came in the end... :( Had a de-brief, and on the way home, bought a blouse/dress for sun's second performance... Went home and slept...

Sunday 26/12/10

Woke up at 6... Prepared but had last minute stuff... Very sleepy, and wore my new 'dress' which is based on floral... went to church and not many people... I did make up first cos i had to do GNK, so did it and rushed down to do the songs... Went up for the other make up and was so worried cos Grace wasn't feeling well... Forced her to eat, and she did... :) Did make up and then flew down to gnk... Did powerpoint and let the adults know... Didn't have game master, but i thank God for constance because she saved me out of the mess!!! :D She's so good... :/ Did Eagle's wings and my Redeemer lives... Then rushed out of Gnk for sermon... Saw so many people... Haha... Then inside quite restless, but you know, the sermon got really meaningful... :) Had an ending song and benediction... We got up and prepared for the play too... Then after about 10 mins a just yelled out that the kids are coming up to watch!!! :D And when the emcees were about to start again i got too hyped and screamed "We've got a full house people!!! Full house!!" Man, i hate me... :/ Did the whole play, but i made tons of mistakes... :( Sigh... But we got an Encore for cbl!!! :DD We were so happy but Grace couldn't sing already, and she kept urging janice to sing... Then me also... When i sang i saw some people like... They hate me... And... :( Finished, credits... Mom wiped away make up for me and told her that i watching movie...

Had a de brief and tore everything down... :( I was so hurt cos i took 2 hours making the curtains and they're pulling it down!!! :( But never mind, cos i was quite reluctant to remove the deco, but then Jean said "Its okay Eudora, God will plan something even better!"(Eudora was complaining cos the deco that she did took her a really long time and she was really unhappy... ) When i heard that i felt much better and went to the cafeteria to take down the "windows"... Grace was really sick so didn't go out with her, but with Sarah and Jean instead... Went to eat subway and had lots of meaningful conversations... Haha... Bought bubble tea then Sarah said she buying starbucks... Haha... Jean was like "What? Then never tell me?!?! I buy the bubble tea already... " We thought she was kidding then she was not... Got a place to sit and was browsing a mag with Jean.. She came back and i found out that she hates pets!!!! :D Really funny but nice conversation... Had a good laugh! :D Jean took a bus back, Sarah and me took the red line cos i wanted to accompany her... :P Fun and had lots to say... I dropped off and went home...

That's it!!! :D Anything else? :D I'm proud to be doing this for God... I'll type our theme song here... :) A meaningful song... But learn how to play on piano then can play... :D

Theme:Captivated by Love

When you're down and out,

and you're packing your bags to go.

Just wondering how life, can turn its back on you.

Just wondering how a thing like love,

Seems to good to be true..

Just reach out when life throws you apart,

My love flies higher, walks you through fire, la-da-dum

It won't change, from day to day,

If its really love, it just won't give up,

Love will never pass away

When life drowns you out,

And you're swirling around, and around in circles,

There's no safety bar in front of you.

And you don't see a way to mend your heart.

Just reach out when life throws you apart,

My love flies higher, walks you through fire, la-da-dum

It won't change, from day to day,

If its really love it just won't give up,

Love will ever pass away

Love is patient, love is kind

If someone else wins then love doesn't mind,

Cos love believes and love forgives

There's nothing without love,

It'll never cease

(it will never cease)

If someone else wins then love doesn't mind

Cos love believes and love forgives...

:DD There!!! Beautiful song isn't it?

Song made by Louisa, Grace and Sarah!!! :D

This play wouldn't have been possible by Louisa Cheong, Grace, Sarah and Samuel Phua, Elaine, and Rachel!!

Cast?! all of them are sooooooo important!!!

Sound crew and the lights, the mikes and the make up and the deco crew... :) I'm so glad to be a part of the family in WRPF and also really, really, honored to be a princess of God!!! Cheers guys! :D

2010-12-26T20:45:00.001+08:00

CBL IS OVER!!!! :( I will miss the times... Sigh... But i wanna thank God for this because 194 people came for Christmas!!! And its minus the cast!!! :D Okay... Starting from the last 2 rehearsals and so on... :P

Tue 21/12/10

Came to church at 3 to do deco.. Did curtains, bubbles, seaweed and the stage curtains... Meanwhile the song crew came and did the songs... :D After about 2 hours, Grace came and the curtains were finally finished with the help of Rebekah! :D Thanks dear! Sat with Grace to choose a suitable background for the supermarket scene and the song crew got goofy!! The song 'Captivated by Love' turned into a rock, pop and a heavy metal song!!! :DD Haha... Thanks to the goofy crew and our star Titus!! Haha.. Everyone began coming... Charles and Winnie brought our dinner, and we all sat and ate together... After that we began experimenting the make-up, and so unfortunate i was in front of Grace, cos she called me to sit!! -.-.... She did my make up, and i have to admit, it was awesome!!! Haha... While she was doing it i showed her my previous photos of my Drama, and she was like' so nice!!!' Haha.. Everyone got into the mood and we just did it... Then we had a run of the play... Sarah last min changed my script, so i didn't really know what to say... She came in sometime during the play, i got a shock... :D We began finalising, began to sort out the differences and timings... :) It was very good, but i had quite a number of bad feedback... :( Went home, reached at around midnight... Got scolded again... :(

Thurs 23/12/10

Went to church at 3 again... This time i pasted lots of stuff with Jemima, and saw the whole deco crew working so hard... Our food was once again brought by Charles and winnie, so we ate, went through the whole thing. :D Nice! Grace was sick on that day.. We all prayed, and thank God she was okay on sat!!! :D Ilove!!! :D This time i took cab home... I felt kinda stupid, face with make up, and standing there waiting for a cab for almost an hour... I really cried, not just because of no cab, but also because of mommy... She kept scolding me... Then couls hear screaming at the background... I really didn't know what to do... Was trying so hard to swallow my tears back... So hard... :/ Reached home at record time (Thank you Daddy God) and bathed, slept at almost 2am...

Sat and sun will post another day, gna bathe, and play maple again... :P God bless!! I'll still be praying for the 5 people that i tried to invite during the christmas... We got an encore too!! :D

2010-12-14T17:32:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!!! Sorry for being so dead... Just that i'm so lazy to post... :P Many things have happened... Good ones, bad ones, but i thank God because if it weren't for the bad things going through in my life, i wouldn't have found out about His great love and His blessings... Just by remembering them makes my eyes mist over... :)

Let's start by Race to the Dawn... :D

Friday 26th Nov 2010

Reached Somerset mrt at around 8 plus cos waited for Sharon and Sarah... Met them then they both went to draw money... -.- Was walking to Scape* when we saw Joel, Grace.. Bought coffee... Grace treated me and drank them on the way... When we reached, we saw so many people le... Paid Sam and got the shirt. Went to change and waited for the programme to start. Was in Joel's team. We had Esther, Joanne, Matthew Chee, Pearlyn Siau, Joanne's cousin Eugene, and another Eugene in church. I was the dance IC cos all the girls were the ics already, and the guys just sat there and ordered us... :P

Went off... Thanks to Matt's contacts, we could relax and we just slacked around mac while seeing the other teams running like commandos... :P Did our first food trail clue... Yummy nuggets!!! Haha... But we had to get 6 different sauces for them while Pearlyn took a video(She's the phone ic... :D ) After that we spent out time there solving the other food clues... My mind was wandering cos it was around 11 plus... :P Then we took a bus to bugis, the only transport to move around... (Well, not exactly... :P ) Before that, went to the double decker bus to find light stick, but then Joel got a call saying that the light sticks weren't placed yet, so we could go someplace else!!! Haha... Saw Marcus's group searching for them then we just said bye... Haha... They were left searching... :P We had to buy the x-tra large slurpee to drink within 1 min!!! Super cold!!! I had brainfreeze along with esther... Went off then... At bugis, we went to find the food stall... Bought the noodles and after eating(and after refilling our water guns!!!! Oh, didn't i mention about spraying them at our enemies group when we felt like it? :P Imagine on the road spraying at people for no reason!!! :DDDD ) we then went to the next stall to buy roti prata... :D Yumm!!!

Haha... Walked all the way to Bras Basah for the pasta at cheers... So cold... :( But it was okay... walked again... Walked all around SMU to find the light stick... :) Thank God we had Joanne cos she's studying there!!! :D Found them, then went to some kopitiam to eat Ice Kachang!!! :D Saw Sharon's group... :) Objective of the food? To drill a hole through!!! :D Haha... Walked off... Then hiked all around the city area to the WWII memorial... The light sticks were in the water... :( But we retrieved it and went to the next stop... walked and walked and saw David's group!!! We choinged at them for no reason, and they ran of like as if they were being chased by tigers!!! :P (well, maybe so.. They heard Joel and Matt yelling... :P) We ran to them and laughed at them, and both got soaked cos they were really shocked... :P But it was friendly fire, so we just made peace and went off... (no point.. Cos we saw them so many times after that!!! And Sharon's group too... )

Took photo of Esplanade, Flyer, the Ark, and the Merlion!! (we kinda cheated... We took 3 of these at the same time... :P ) Filled the guns at the 'poisoned water' there with the other groups and walked and walked to fort canning park... On the way we stopped at the Indian bronze elephant... :P Saw David's group again and they were doing their dance... Our dance wasn't confirmed, but as Joel went to get the light sticks, we did the dance, and our song was 'teenage dream' by Katy Perry... :P Got the stick, but still got no idea... We though we would have to walk back to scape* from Fort Canning, but thank God, Uncle Sunny offered to take us back!!!! :DDD So we sat in the car, and we're the smallest group... :D So passed by all the other groups... And since it was almost 5 am, we were tired, but the coffee kept me so awake... :/ Finally finalised the dance with Esther at the carpark... Had to do dance battle with Mabel's group, While Sharon's with David's, and Jean's with Sarah's... :D Didn't win but we had tons of fun!!! :DDD

Then we played this game where we made our logo, andf taped it to the sticks... We used tons of plastics from our shirts to secure the paper flag... Then we were prepared... We teamed up with a group... If i'm not wrong... Oh... No we didn't... We had helped from Sam, Eudora, and a bunch of other people cos we had 7 people, while the other teams had 10 and more people... So after the first round, we faced the plastic side to them, so the other groups COULD NOT SHOOT OUR FLAG DOWN!!!!! :DDDD Haha... But Marshall's water bag spoiled it... :( He went over the line though , but we had tons of fun all the same shooting them and their flag as a penalty... :D Got really wet... Played till the break of dawn.. After everything walked all the way to City Hall mrt with Jean to go home...

Slept from 11 plus to 1 plus and went to church for Captivated By Love... :) Has lots of prayer and the play... Finished at around evening and went home... :D How do you forget this event? Never!!! :D God is so awesome... :D

Now is Youth Camp!!! :DDD

9th dec

Went there by 8 plus cos was in worship team... Sang the songs Hosanna and Assuredly Yours.. Found our from Joshua that Hosanna is our camp theme song because every worship group chose the song Hosanna!!! :D Yay!!! Went down while they were doing the Angel/mortal game... I got Hilary... :D Sang and really felt the Lord... After worship is sermon... Pastor Chua preached about reading the Word... :) Then had application and travelled to the place called Agape... 3rd floor is Lakeside family centre a.k.a, counselling... Had that familiar smell that i feared... Ate Duck rice while sitting with Katie and after lunch had this familiar briefing cos we're doing high elements!!!!!!!! :DDDDD YAY!!!! Was one of the last to do them.. I did the L shape... :) So fun!!! The aim fitted out mission for the day 'I can'. Saw how Sarah expertly went through and i was so jealous... :( So fast... I was so slow... Sigh... Went back to church for a de-brief and dinner... Its Char siew rice... Ate with my group and went home...

10th dec

Reached church at around 9 plus... Saw my 'mortal' and walked with her... Helped Simone to untie this 'knot''... Haha... Zac so funny!!! But had lots of fun talking to everyone there!!! Morning's mission is "We can"!!!!! Yes!!! Group Power word eaters are powerful!!!! Played the flipping over the cloth game, and across the river... Had tons of fun, and then worship... Led by Rachel Lim, Janice and Louisa. Sermon by Pastor Kenny. Had 30% sermon and 70% Application... :) Had so much fun and i never knew that reading the word is actually fun!!!! :D Ate lunch, and After that, we went to Bedok Reservor park for SKIRMISH!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDD So much fun!!!!!! Zac sprained his ankle minutes into the game, but he had fun too... :) My group had 67 deaths... :( Cos many all friendly fire... But that was only game 1!!! Had 2 rounds... We had to wear is sensor harness belt with the gun, there is a M18 rifle!!!! :DDD But 5kg!!! -.-... Mine is 3.4 kg... So heavy... But had lots of fun... Went back, and had lots of fun in the bus with fellow sisters and brothers.... :) first game was to shoot as many people as possible to the other team... we all had 8 lives!!! :D Thank God for this cos the game costs 30$ per game per person!!! The second game needed teamwork! :D Had to touch the respawn gun at the opponents instructor without dying. So fun... :) Our stradegy is we put the 'dead' in front and the 'alive' behind them and since the 'dead' cannot be shot so the alive is 'escorted safely' through the field safely to touch!!! :D Told Marshall's group to do that and they won! :D The played the winners match with Katie's group, while we played the loser's match with Lorraine's group. Had tons of fun!!! went back to church and we saw the deco crew of CBL doing everything!!!! :D I thank God for them cos they made everything so lovely!!!! :D Then had a de-brief and ate dinner... Waited for Louisa and played with Tim Siau, Katie, Evie and Matt Wong... Payed tons of Dodge ball... :) Then after Louisa tried her costume we went to her house for cell... Didn't do much as we didn't join the adults... On the way though, we went to anchor point for KFC's cheese fries!!! :D Then i played dominoes, the funny version, the feet version, and twister with Isaiah and Huimin... Did the John 3:16... :) Had food fellowship and went home with mom... While in Louisa's room we also wrote letters to our mortals... :)

11th dec

Reached there earlier, but on the way, i bought 2 kinder buenos for my mortal and esther... :) Slotted the things in the envelopes and waited for everyone to come... :) had games again... Joseph Chua had the game where we had to hear what he said and act out with the cloth... We each had 7 people, and if he said 5 legs and 7 hands then we had to follow him... :) I love my group!!! :D Had worship... By zeph and Lorraine... Had application study... The word... And we had to share our words and show the other groups... We had Psalms 103... So lovely... :) Then had lunch... Went to East coast park for games!!!!

Changed and played the first game. First is to eat an apple that is hung at a volleyball net... After everyone has a bite we had to caterpillar to another station... Sit on the floor, and wriggle with your team on the very hot sand where you have to pair up and balance a water bomb at your butt and when reaching the hula hoop, you have to burst it with your butt... After then have to say our cheer... -.-... We were last, but had tons of fun, really!!!! :) Then we went... The apple cannot use hand to pull down, but we did it cos Rachel chan didn't tell us... So we did it and the apple landed on my hands and we ate..

After everything we played the castle game... Played 2 rounds of it... We paired up with Marshall's group... :) So first, you have to build our sand castle to protect our flag that is made before... Ours is pacman... :) Then have string which we have to try to pull off... if pulled you have to wait at a corner for your other team mates to pass you string... We failed the first game cos we had no teamwork, but due to Xuexin gorgor's awesome team plan, we were able to win!!! :D The sand reminded me of the kids in the sand... :/ I wanna make them live again... :( We went to Geylang East swimming complex to bathe there, cos we were staying over!!! :D Bathed and then took the bus back... went back and the deco crew was there again... :)

Went to the Auditorium and ate dinner at the Cafeteria... Done and watch the show 'letters to God' ... Awesome show... Tyler died, but not without touching thousands of children and people!!! :) And he's only 8! Had discussion about it and many people cried... I didn't though... Had worship... When it started i prayed to God that i wanted to cry... And as our friend shared his testimony God came!!! I began to cry and cry... God touched me so much... And after awhile ( i didn't keep track of the time so i don't know... ) we had to write a letter to God.. I kept crying as i wrote... I was so sorry... :(

Had another round of worship and this time God's presence was really, really strong!!! Sarah came to pray for me... The moment she touched me i just couldn't hide anymore... God showed her a desire in my heart... And as she prayed i felt a little better... She hugged me and i began to tremble... At first i though i was cold, but no, i kept trembling in the Spirit... Finally stood up like the rest ( thanks Katie, for sitting with me while i was trembling... and While i was badly crying, and when you needed a hug... ) and worshipped... Went to our groups to reflect to God and commune to Him... And washed up....

Prepared to sleep and saw Jean and Grace... They were touched too.... I couldn't sleep that night cos it was too cold... Kept going in and out... and finally at around 5 plus went out again and saw Katie... Slept at the stairs with her and then settled at the cafeteria at 6!!! Super warm that we fell asleep... Katie heard someone laughing but calmed her and slept again... Rachel chan joined us at around 6:30... She was so surprised when she saw us... But slept anyway... She came cos Eudora snatched the blanket from her... :P Then at 7 we went to wash up and Jean woke as well... Then Joanne... After that was folding my sleeping bag when Joanne turned on the lights and began harrassing people!!!! Its 12th dec, church!!! Packed up and then waited to further instructions... Had breakfast and then packing... Found out our angels and mortals... :D as the worship group began their practice i felt God again, and i almost cried... We all sat together wearing our POWER UNLEASHED! shirt...

Had worship led by pastor Jo cos last time they would be serving... Then had the sermon... After the service we had a video about youth camp (thanks to David who stayed up all night doing it!!!) Awesome! Then rested cos had CBL practice... Rehearsal... Was sitting there bored and watching everyone finalising the dance, song, and a group is behind the makeshift curtain playing bridge!!! :P Went home and bathe and change and sleep... :P by the time i reached home, it was almost 8... :P

Okay i'm done!!! Now must wait for 'Captivated by Love' or Bang event!!! :DDD

Here are the members of our group 'Power Word Eaters'

Advisor: Ethel

Leader:Hannah

Ass Leader: Jiahui

Memebers:

Clarine (p6-sec1)

Evan (p6-sec1)

Jerrel(p6-sec1)

Rachel Chua(sec3)

Hilary(sec3)

Jamie(she joined us at the 11th)

And here's our cheer!!!

Hungry, hungry,

Very hungry

Hungry (why) Hungry (why)

We are hungry for the word

Word, word makes us strong

Word, word makes us Boomz(hilary)

Remix!!! (Rachel, Hannah)

Song:baby chorus

Hungry, hungry, hungry oohhh

Hungry, hungry,hungry oohhh

Hungry, hungry, hungry oohhh

The word will always be mine, mine, mine (ethel)

(ethel) Power word eaters!

All: chey!!!

Me: Just kidding!!!

(Ethel) Hype up guys!!

Together: Power word eaters!!!! :DDD

Okay, i'm done!!! :DDDD The other groups names? :D Marshall: Triple AAA Battery! Lorraine: Legacy!!! Zeph: Bombers!! (something like that... :P )

Okay!!! Thanks for reading this and God bless you all!!! Do come to my church for Christmas!!! :)

2010-11-15T10:50:00.000+08:00

:D Yo all!!! Nobody comes to my blog now, but its okay... Its fun to read all the previous posts too!! Haha... Aunt's away to Taiwan... Kinda boring without the kids around to play with... But at least can see cousins... They're coming over later and hopefully we can do something besides the com??? Haha... Been reading Sharon's blog... Super dead, but its really inspiring... Could see her ups and downs of her lives too! :) Its really strange though, she put there that She wants to change blogskins and everything, Then now like she forget... :P Wells, will see her on friday and ask her... :D

Been searching for answers too... Inside, there's so many things going on... But thank God i'm not alone!! :) I have my sisters and they're so supportive... :) Now currently talking to Syafiqah.. :( Miss her so much ever since the holidays started... Well... Will be meeting her tomorrow to go make IC!!! :D YAY!! At last! IC! Can go buy breezer le.. Haha.. No la, i won't! Only Denise!! :P

Well... Yesterday had a ton of activities lor... Went to church quite late because of the bus... But its okay... Sat with Sarah, Jean, Katie, Evie and Sheng xiang(I don't really know how to spell... Sorry. ) Sermon preached by Pastor Chua. About the grape vines (John 15) Was shocked about the truths of the story... I thought that the passage was nothing.. But well, i don't know much about the bible either... Well... At the end of service we got down on our knees and i surrendered... :)I could finally cry!!!! Praise God!! Many people went to the altar to surrender... I didn't dare.. I felt so unclean... Sigh... After everything i wanted to find someone, but she wasn't there... Went to Gnk to find constance to ask her about the practice.. After finding out i wanted to go up when John(wee) Stopped me and asked me to go to Daven.. He lost his beyblade parts... I tried to find them, but i so long never play le, i forgot how it looked like... Saw some unwanted cereal and passed them to Katie... Haha.. She super high when i give her... :P Cell was about to start, so i apologised to the kids cos i had to go... I almost cried... So went to cell and merged with evelyn's cell.. Haha... I told Jean to go down as well, and Katie was there sharing the cereal... Super funny but she's kind! :P Played Mafia again... :D Funny... I'll really miss many people when they become young adults... :( Not same cell no fun le... Sigh... Talked about the sermon, and got a clearer picture of what Pastor was talking about.. :) Halfway some of the young adults were promoting their "Blast" event!! I'm going for sure!!! :D Haha... Heard from my mum that Sam wanted me to go.. Haha... :)

After cell there was auditions for th "Bang" event, this time is a combined event!!! :D But i couldn't audition yet cos i had ARISE! practice downstairs.. No la.. We (Isaiah, John(wee), Daven, Ben!!, Louisa, me and 4 other people(band) ((Jeremy, Christopher, John and Grace)) We're doing 5 songs.. :) Great in Power, All the earth(I'm listening to it now), All about God, Jesus you are my Lord and Wings as Angels.. :) The last 3 songs are sung by Auntie Cathie and Uncle Brendon!!! :D Wings as eagles are actually from Isaiah 40:31!! This is the version though.. Well, practice until 4.. Then went upstairs to see auditions( finish le, but they were praying... ) After that hung around for awhile... Sarah keep urging me to eat her noodles, but i know she's also hungry... But ended up still give her brother Sean to eat... Then left Sarah, Grace, Jean, Rachel and Jeremy to discuss the Bang event ( i dun want to eavesdrop.. ) Then went to DFF room to play shopping with Sean while he eating... Then he can't eat so he give Sarah, then she give to me!! ZZZZ... Well... Ate a few bites and played lots with Sean!!! :D After the meeting Sarah asked to eat a little more but i declined, but at the end i ate the last bite.. Went home with Jean and Jeremy.. Haha... reached home and ate ice cream... :P Okay!! I'll post all the lyrics here!!! See ya!! Signing off! :D

1. Great in Power:
Praise Him you heavens and all that’s above
Praise Him you angels and heavenly hosts
Let the whole earth praise Him

Praise Him the sun moon and bright shining stars
Praise Him you heavens and waters and skies
Let the whole earth praise Him

(Chorus)
Great in power, great in glory
Great in mercy, King of heaven
Great in battle, great in wonder
Great in Zion, King over all the earth

2. All The Earth:
Father, into Your courts I will enter,
Maker of heaven and earth
I tremble in Your holy presence

Glory, glory in Your sanctuary,
Splendour and majesty Lord
Before You, all life adores You

(Chorus)
All the earth will declare
That Your love is everywhere
The fields will exalt seas resound
Hear the trees’ joyful cry
Praising You and so will I
A new song I’ll sing
Lord I will glorify and bless your holy name

3. All About God:
God is great
God is awesome
God is holy
God is wonderful
God is big
God is mighty
God is worthy
God is powerful

(Chorus)
Glo-ri-ous
Wonderful
Strong in us
Everyday

4. Jesus, you are my Lord:
Jesus, you are my Lord
Jesus, you are my everything
Jesus, you are my Lord
You are all to me, and I say

Jesus, you are my God
Jesus, you are my everything
Jesus, you are my God
I give you my all

(Chorus)
And I will worship you
And I will lift you up
And I will sing to you
Of your majesty (x2)

Jesus, you are my Lord
Jesus, you are my everything
Jesus, you are my Lord
I give you my all

5.Wings As Eagles:

And those who wait on the Lord
They shall renew their strength
And they shall rise up with wings as Eagles

(Chorus)
They shall run and not grow wearyi
They shall walk and will not faint
They shall rise up with wings as Eagles

(Children-led Chorus)
You shall run and not grow weary
You shall walk and will not faint
You shall rise up with wings as Eagles

2010-11-01T11:07:00.000+08:00

Hey ya'll!! :D There were many activities going on, but i'll just say the sat and sun events. :)

Sat (30.10.10)

Morning went to cut hair... Holidays were here at the 29th oct, very early... Cut slant bangs and cut 4 inches... Then cousins came to play... But i used com until 6 plus, then went for bbq. Wanted to walk there but i thank God i didn't!!! 3G bbq is so awesome!!! :D Took the bus... Then it rained so heavily... Wow... Just kept praying for the rain to stop, then after 5 mins it really stopped!! :D Well.. It became a drizzle, then walked to pit 32.. :) Was talking to God and really had fun... Reached and washed my feet cos it was slathered in mud... :/ But it was alright... Mrs Goh's husband started the fire for us, then we cooked... (just found out that they cooked ALOT before i came HAHA!! Thanks to the photos snapped... :D ) Bbq the satays... The first to disappear!! Then after that everyone wanted the satays plus the hotdogs... Haha... The guys were waiting for the food, and i wasn't hungry so just cooked for them... Most of the girls cooked for the guys, but we also took a couple of bites here and there to fill our tummies on the way!! :D A cat was there looking at us... When Diana came she touched the cat... Then i totally went crazy and touched it! It was so cute!!! Haha... After 10 mins everyone lost interest in the cat, but the cat kept rubbing my legs and 'begging' me for food!! So i cooked about 4 chicken wings for the kitty, and i ate while feeding the kitty!!! Singnee was there too... Because the cat strolled to the benches and sat there... So fed it and talked... I sat on the benches and then the kitty laid on my lap!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I was sooooooooooo happy!!! Then put iit down to get my chicken... But unfortunately, i dropped it!!! :( So i peeled it carefully and gave to the kitty when it cooled... :) The chicken fillets finished quickly, then when the guys realised that there were no more drinks, the guys washed their hands and feet in the extremely cold water!!! Then they got the idea and started ambushing one another to pour on them, and just nice Lee Zong came then they just kept pouring on him!!! Then Roy and some other guys took the wole box oof ice and water and poured all over Darren!!! They were like kids!!! Haha... Laughed and everyone were looking and staring at us... :P Then got together to take photos... So many unglam de... :P

(Yup... The fight ended up in one person dead... Sigh... I pray that the guy/girl knows God... Sigh... I thank God that i didn't go to Ehub with the others... :) )

Sunday (31.10.10)

Woke up to the sound of aunt and mum quarreling... So i got up with a heavy heart... And changed to go to church... Mum scolded me for nothing... She just threw her temper at me for no reason... Sigh... Wanted to go on a silent strike... But i can't... Because my heart was already in alot of pain... Then when i reached Aljunied, i just told God and i think i surrendered the problem to Him le... :) Then went to Gnk to chat with the kids... Haha... Constance was doing gnk, so i asked her about the worship event... :D I can't wait to see dom and the others!!!!! :DDDDDD Then went up and everyone said "Jiahui, you cut your fringe??? " :P Haha... Sharon likes to play with my hair, but i didn't expect her to play with my fringe haha!!! :D Then service... Charissa sat behine, and Louisa and the others asked to write a farewell note... Sigh... Will miss her so much... :( Enjoy Melbourne okay? Just remember us... Pastor kenny preached today... 10 points to help us to pray like how Jesus prayed... Very meaningful... :) Then had cell... Funny!!!Played mafia, Marshall hit my head to hard!!! Argh... :( But its okay... David 'died' again... :P :D Will miss our upper sec cell... Cos no more David, no more SzeYao, no more Marshall... :( Sad leh... So now will treasure it even more!!! :) No more Rebekah too... Sigh... Then after cell went to celebrate David's birthday ( which is today) at Plaza Sing (AS USUAL!!! :P ) had to wait for 30 mins cos pizza hut was full, so played arcade bball... Play until hand pain... Then go and eat... After that play again... Sponsor Matt and Tim cos they wan play, so let them play... Then i was rubbing my arm cos very pain then Sarah ask me to play with her... So we play... Marshall And Matt cheered us on but they also tease me... :P Haha... Played and our score was 410... Sorry, my arm was already worn out before lunch, so i couldn't so as well... Sorry... :( My left arm after 5 mins can straighten, but my right arm pain till i almost cry... Sarah massaged it... It got a little better, but she press so hard!!! :/ Had to bear with the pain, then pei Sarah and Katie go home.. Well, not really, send Katie only cos she dunno how to go... Then on the way back to meet the others i told Sarah how weak my bones were... She couldn't believe, but then she saw that i really couldn't straighten my right arm then she got worried... :/ Its better now... Then ankle also... :P Sarah say need train it, so i'll do just that... Will buy stress ball and ankle protector... :) Went back together and at the train station we played the cheng yu game... :P So funny... :D Then i dropped first cos i going to east and they all go went... :( Really sad... But see you guys next sunday!! Except for charissa... :( Ran errands for mum along the way, then went home... Eat, bathe, then go sleep... :P (i summarize this... ) In the middle of the night (1:30am) My mum ran into my room cos it was raining so badly... By then my right arm hurt till i was almost crying and couldn't sleep... Replied Sharon's msg then try sleep... At 5 plus woke up again... I think i 3 plus woke up, but not sure... Very pain, but it wasn't so achy, and could straighten it without excruciating pain.. Slept and woke again at 6:15.. Then again at 7 plus... So woke up and use com until now... Arm not as painful, can type... I thank God for healing throughout the night... :) Thank you God. :)

Okay!!! Signing off!! :P Bye and God bless you all!!! :) <3>

2010-10-28T20:11:00.000+08:00

:DD Hi!! Okay.. Results were crappy!!!! But i want to thank God for them because i still promoted!!! At first, the criteria before promotion day was EMB3(English, math, best 3 subjects).. I was so nervous and so scared when i got back my results!!! :/ But then after promotion day iwas super shocked when they changed to L1R4!!! :D I was super high and then i barely promoted too!!! Well, I'm sorry for those who didn't promoted... Please try harder and we'll go up together yeah?? :D

Well... Today is the last day of school... Plus... MR ONG IS RETIRING!!!! :'( Super sad!!! He's such an awesome principal... Why can't he wait for another 2 years?!?!?! Then when we graduate then he can retire!!! :( I'm very sure many of sec 3 would want him to attend our graduation ceremony!!! :'( Well... Our new principal comes from Yishun Town sec!!! Dunno if good school leh... hope he's as friendly as Mr Ong... :( Worst part: The new principal is only 45 years old!!!! Great... Just great... Really want Mr Ong leh... Well... So today starting of school didn't do much...

First 2 lessons just played with Uno and stress (When playing stress, never play with Meixian!!! :P She very funny de!!! :P Haha... No offence <3>

Got prize giving... Got a cert for value station.. Though i was sounding rather confident, i was actually trembling and hoping the bell won't sound while i'm talking!!! :( Thankfully, it didn't, but it did at Hazik's turn... After that got video... :P I look so stupid!!! HAha... The teachers had a video too.. Then the teachers had mass singing... Was there just laughing and clapping along... :D Will miss Mr Ong so badly... :( it went from 10:30 to 12:05.. Then it was physics and this time i just sat on my seat and slept, which was a terrible mistake because air got collected in my tummy, and i didn't feel good after that!!! It got better after awhile and cleaned the classroom. Collected report book... blah blah blah... Then bell rangg and go home!!! :D But i ate with Peixuan, Mingming, Emily and her chinese dance friends. :) Then said bye when i saw Denise!!! :D She somehow persuaded me to stay in school again...

Went to her house... O.o... Her family taking part in Home Makeover!!! ( A show i think... 11.1.11) So her house is so empty!!! :D Strange though... She went to change and downstairs got a couple of boys quarreling... Peeped out of the window and the guy said " I call police a!!! You think i scared a?? " ZZZ... So pissed off lor... We at 7 floor echo like siao!!! :/ Then Denise change finish and she screamed at them to shut up. They shut up... But we didn't go down as planned, cos denise was painting her 'tail' and then she was talking so long just to style her hair!! Imagine that!!! Went to her house the shops to buy milk tea (its super awesome!!! I will bring koi to compare with this one day!!! :P ) And to buy the donut balls... After eating and drinking walked to compass to take the bus, and soon reached school... Stayed in the classroom watching ncc and just slacking for about half and hour ( You're amazed how fast Nan Chiau clocks are!!! :D ) And went to Mr see's office... Talked and wrote journal for another half an hour (Again!!! In the counselor office, the time passes really slowly, but it depends if there's people and how cold the air con is!!! ) Then i went back cos mr see wanted to talk to them... Took bus and saw Nigel and Leezong... Been seeing these guys so often cuz LeeZong and Jansen stay at Pasir Ris also... :/

Once again... Cooking for home... Haha... My egg so funny, but very smooth!! WOW!!! Wrote this whole post for about half an hour!!! HAHA... Okay.... Going to bathe and slack now... Mr Ong, i really miss you like crazy!!! You've been a special person you know that? :D And 2010, i'll miss you like mad as well!!!!!! :( The memories... I really feel that i've matured in a way or another this year!!! Well, bye and see ya!!! :P ( When i say bye now, i mean in the school terms... Its october for goodness sake!!! And the poor primary school students are still having end of year!! Okay.. God bless!! :)

2010-09-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!!! Haha... Many birthdays... And of course... Exams are coming, and they're making everyone so stressed!!! :( Plus the N and O lvls.. Jiayou!!!! :D
Nothing much... But can't wait for everything to be over!!!! Well... Not much today... Oh yes, its Tomas birthday today!!!! :D Haha... The 'water' festival is back again... Haha... I think its triggered by the recent wet weather!!! :D The class tau pok the birthday guy as usual, and it made me remember many, many birthdays ending with funny stuff... :) Water went everywhere.. Didn't do much today... Didn't stay for A math remedial since i won't be able to do... zzz... When i go for math nobody go, then today when i want to go home Yanlin ask me to stay... -.- Like that also can... Haha...
So now i'm home.. Just blogging... Facebook is acting weird... Waited for 10 mins for the thing to actually load!!!! Haha... Since i'm so bored, maybe i should first update christianity explored day away then mrs Goh's 'happy' birthday!!! :D

Christianity explored day away was held on 14th august 2010 at YWCA. :D I went, and met Jean and Wunyen. But on the way we (I) saw Gareth and Mingze(Emmanuel). So we went together. We were early... And the leaders were praying, so we kinda crept inside and waited for prayer to finish... :D It was an awesome time cos we learnt about the church, the Bible, about prayer and about the Holy Spirit!! Questions that had died came back up, and they were answered one by one by Sharon and David, our leaders. :D Hannah was there, but she had to go because she had a marathon to run... So i became the youngest there... :/ Yeah.. This programme was for young adults above 16 yrs but ended up going because i was welcomed... Yeah.. Half way, we had lunch... HAHA... Very fun because i found my fav food!!! Haha... After finishing we continued, and we had altar call... We were all praying and some were at the altar, then suddenly Pastor Chua said " Right now, i sense that there is somebody here who had suicidal thoughts. I can see the person, but not very clearly. I want you to know that God loves you, and that are you willing to let go and let God take over? You must be willing!" When he said that, i got convisted by the Holy Spirit, and the feeling was so uncomfortable and painful... I kept hugging myself and saying that i am willing... Then Jean's hand held mine... I clutched her hand so tightly... It hurted so badly... Then for some reason i went to the altar... The altar was for those who wanted to receive the Holy Spirit, and to get the gift of tongues... So i wasn't supposed to go in front.. But for some strange reason i walked in front, and the altar was so filled with God's annoiting... I could feel God everywhere, and I just cried... Pastor Chua came to pray for me... I guess he saw that i was the one who had those thoughts... He came and asked me to speak in tongues... I spoke, and after awhile i began i cry and scream... It hurt so bad... Everything came out... I could feel myself crying and screaming and bawling... But after awhile, everything just became so distant... I could hear the music, could hear pastor's voice telling me to let it out... But i felt that i was miles away from the room... I knelt, because it hurt and i wanted to hug my knees, but pastor said get up... and i just continued to cry... After sometime he held up my hands and told me to receive the Holy Spirit... I felt Him... And fell back... I began to cry badly again... And for dunno what reason there wasn't any tears... Someone removed my spects too... And i just cried... Someone held my hands and prayed... And lied there for a long time... After a long time i did not cry that badly, and even though i wasn't shedding any tears, i could feel them on my cheeks... And i was so miserable and i felt this intense pain... I got up... But could not stand because something was weighing me down... I covered my face and just prayed... After awhile i struggled to sit at the side... Because the burden was really making me so wobbly... Someone had given me his/her jacket... And i was hugging it... Sarah passed me my spects... And as pastor asked us to share(which i didn't), I began to feel lighter and felt better than before... :) When it ended i went to eat dinner with Jean... Subway as usual... :D Haha.. Then we saw a whole group of the ppl HAHA!!! They were eating japanese stuff and we same in to say hi and bye... :) Then with Sarah and Jean we took mrt back... :) I felt so much better... But unfortunately its back... Its okay though, because i know God is healing!!!! :DDDDD
Okay... I gotta go study... :/ Bye for now!!! :D

2010-09-11T08:19:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA.... Hi again... This blog is super dead lor!!! :D Okay, many things happened in aug, in sept not much Yet, but will have more soon!!! :D Okay, let's start with the much anticipated ARISE!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Arise: I miss it okay!!!! I miss the time with the praisers, with the kids, the worship too... :( I bet every single praiser out there misses arise as much as i do!!! Haha... Let's start with the last three sessions before it really started kayy?? :)
3rd last session: at WRPF gnk.
After service and cell, went to eat with bro and huimin(not the 3h okay... ) And prepared for a hectic day of dancing!!! :D Went and just led wrpf kids to some warm ups, then the rest of the crew came, plus ccck youths ( yeah you know yourselves!!! :DDDD Miss you guys!! ). so from 2:30 to around 6??? we practised... And we learnt Live it up!! When we learnt the song from Ben and Jeanette we were like so fast how do?? Haha... We tried the first part plus the chorus... Not bad for first try i'd say haha... The kids were learning too, and we had to show one another... But before that, we were still practising, and since Jeanette asked us to give 120%, we just screamed and danced like mad!!! Though when we were so enthusiastic the kids complained "Wa lao!! So loud!!!" Wow... It shocked me, and i stopped, but then when we showed them i just continued.. Then the kids showed theirs to us, and Daven is just awesome!!! :D Haha... We then did the slow songs, i loved them because they were very meaningful... :) I could feel God in gnk, and i was just singing to Him... :) After the session, the praisers had extra practice... :) Just do live it up and others... :) Then we wrapped up with a prayer, and went home... :) Had tons of fun with God!!! :D

2nd last session: Bartley Christian Church 2nd floor, prince williams room.Time: 6:30 till about 10++
Aunt cathie and Uncle brendon came from Australia!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD We were quite early cos our cousins brought us there... :) Settled down a little then Jane came!!!! :D Had so much fun but her dad got lots of restrictions... Haha... So i also asked her to settle down, and Jean came with Esther!! :) Other kids were there too, and it would be awesome if the kids were in gnk!!!! Practise started, and the kids got oon stage while we praisers had to do on the floor cos no space... We did the whole sequence, but couldn't dance properly because my arm very pain, plus everytime i move i get squeezed... Haha... We prayed a lot too, and we had lots of fun!!! Especially the song bless and honour, because we had lots of other 'arguments' about it haha!!! :D After everything finished, we got our shirts!!! Praisers went to another room, and i got red!! :D Haha... My brother got blue... :) Went home, and went to sleep at about 11++ I still could wake up to school because it was a thursday when we practiced!!! :D

Last session before the big day!!! :D Expo hall 1 From morning till evening/night
Reached and saw a couple of others... Before we started, aunty cathie led worship, and every song she led us made me feel loved and happy... She asked all of us to go on the altar, and God's presence was so strong, i really could not do anything but to praise God... :) I couldn't cry till a few weeks later because of some reasons... But if i could cry i would have cried like crazy... :P Yeah.. Then after that we practiced!!!! Had to do sound, and other stuff, but then we did the whole sequence!!! HAha, before that, Jeanette asked us to do something weird but insanely funny!! She gave us a crayon, and asked us to colour a piece of paper... Its for identification!!! Haha... Then we really started, but the praisers hated the tags like mad!!! Haha... When everything finished, i screammed at my mum to but 100 plus cos i was so thirsty!!! :P We got it, and bought one for louisa too!! :D said goodbye to Dom, and to the others, and went home...

BIG DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sun 22nd aug 10 From 8:30 to 6pm!!! Expo hall 1
Woke up, used com for awhile... Then bathed. Changed and then screamed at my brother to wake up!!! :D mum put light make up on us, and since we were running late, got a cab and zoomed there in record time!!! :D Saw Ben, and Dom, and a couple of others!!! Louisa and her brother also had make up, and Dom looked really nice with make up!!! :D Everyone put make up, and we had a little prayer before we went out!!! Haha... Nicholas and Max and Ben looked awesome with makeup!!! :P No offence... Was quite nervous at first, but the moment i stepped out of the backstage, this peace... It assured me that everything would be okay... So i just relaxed and had fun in God's presence!!!
The whole sequence:
Woo Hoo
After this super tired, and my ponytail looked terrible!! :(
Arise
Also quite tired, but had fun!!!
Jesus, my best friend
Awesome song!!! :D How we made the congregation love it!!! :DDDDDD Let's twist!! :D
Be happy
Mary, Ranice, and 2 other boys sang it, and really awesome!!!! :DDDDDD
All about God
Its everything about God!!! Really!!! :DDD
Jesus you are my Lord
Yup!!!
Hallelujah Jesus
My friend all right!!! :D
Interlude, sent the kids and the praisers to pray for the sick.. God's presence was everywhere... I really felt like screaming out And just surrendering... :) God's just awesome... :) They came back, and aunty cathie talked about the three crosses, i said the prayer... :D
Be lifted high
Worship.... God... Thank... You... :) I surrender...
Jounaling time.. Didn't really hear God, but i felt God tugging my heart... :)
Fight of faith
A song that will spur anyone to do even better for God, and to let them know that at all times never give up!!! God will help us!!!
Bishop of City harvest church came and prayed for the kids cum adults..
Bless and honour
Really lovely song too!!! :) It makes me remember awesome memories of the past... :)
Party!!!!!! LIVE IT UP!!! :D Had tons of fun dancing for God and proclaiming out Let's live it up for Jesus!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Party cannons!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOME!!! My hair got lots of confetti, but i had so much fun!!! :D This is only the first show!!!

Missed church service... Anniversary too, and because of that, really little people came, but its okay... 2012 can come again!!! :D This is first session, lots of people...
Then i got one of the loveliest news from Jeanette!!! She told me and Amos that we can go off, but we must be back by 2:30!!! And after lunch, its like 12:30!! So i spread the news, for the news were for praisers only!!! Not kids!!! :P Went off with Ben, Left Reuben, Nicholas, Max and Louisa behind... Haha... Both of us bought 100 plus, and we traveled to hall 4 to buy candy floss!!!! :D Then on the way i saw Mdm Pey!!! Haha... She was so stunned when i said Mdm Pey... :P Told her i got performance, then continued... Bought then walked back... Saw ccck youth... Haha... Whole bunch go coffee bean and 7 eleven!!! :D Came back with mine half eaten, Ben 3/4 eaten.. Then shared... The kids were resting by using a game called 'play dead', and we had to sneak... The only kids i gave to was this girl in Ben's church... :P Went backstage and as usual, Nicholas and Max were playing and running... Shared with the others... No more... And i asked Dom and Lorraine to help me buy another one since they were going off... :P Rested and listened to Reuben play his guitar... :)

Second show!!! I know Jean coming, so is Sarah and Grace... But when i got on stage, after awhile i saw Eugenia!! :P Auntie salome also came, but she went for the first show... Danced again... And God's presence is still there!!!! :D Same, but now become pastor pray!! :D After that, i called Jean, Sarah and Grace to come backstage... Praisers, we rock!!!! Never forget that!!! :D Awesome day!!! And as what Jeanette put of her facebook " I am physically tired, but i am full and pumped up for God!! ' (not exact words, but try... :P sorry... ) Went home, shared the candy floss with the kids and sean... (He Loves it, must remember to buyit for him... :) )

OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My hand cramp le... I'll update about the BBQ, day away, teachers day, and other events that are worth mentioning!!! :D Byebye!!!

2010-07-24T08:58:00.000+08:00

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD Hello everyone again!!! Too busy with everything... Haha... But very happy cos for this week ALONE my class missed more than 10 classes!!! Woots!!! Hooray for O and N lvl??? No... I don't think so... My seniors looked stressed out... :( I'm sorry... Please don't over stress... Its kind of freaking me out... Sigh... One more year... If i ever pass sec 3 i would be in the same situation as them... Sigh... Now's sat... But the week has many things... I think i should regularly make my blog alive... But not popular so nobody knows my blog haha... Only a few... :)

3G isn't playing with fart bombs le... So its alright... But the class getting quite noisy... Probably is because of the constant workload by ss and eng... If i were to say those who hate Mr krishnan's way to teaching raise up your hands... Many hands will go up... Not just my class... 3H also having the same problem... Ms Rai isn't bad... But just that we tend to do the wrong things at the wrong times... So its kind of hard and interesting to look at... :) Totally screwed up my Math and Ss(social Studies). I don't know how i forgot whatever i have practised in school and sometimes at home!!! And social studies... We didn't really prepare... So after the test we were all talking about it, Ms Rai wasn't happy so she gave all of us a second chance!!! :D Praise God for that!!! I'm gonna study hard and try to finish 2 essays within 45 mns!!!! :D

After school on friday, went to blk 303 with Peixuan and Val.. Bought cheese fries... So full!!!! :D Then went home with Val.. Got home and slacked a bit before changing and going to combined cell at Chinatown... Met Jean and her mum first... Then Katie called to ask if i going or not... I'll be going dear... :) Going till the 17 sessions are over.. :) *hugs* Strolled around Chinatown point to find Daven a present and just to kill some time... Many things have changed!!! My fav japanese restaraunt has long disappeared... :( Then walked to Acts Lifestyle.. Saw Isaiah and John wee first... Played with them and chased them around the place... Then went to the main hall and placed my stuff there... Went out and then Katie popped out!!! :) So glad to see her... Worshp started... Went with the kids behind cos they all so funny!!! Conrad is our Egyptian!!! :D So is John and Isaiah!!! :D After worship Pastor Chua asked the kids to stand in front to pray for them... Brought Katie along with me... After that i kept looking down and brought the kids to the other room... Auntie Miriam teached... The kids got so restless... It was hard to put Conrad down... I tink sunday need to reward him with something for being a little calmer... :) Good job!!! :D Isaiah... Thanks for reminding me to not shout to the kids... Sorry... Was a little tired... Need to rrrward my kids le!!! :D After that... Pastor led us with another small worship... It was so meaningful... I cried... Katie cried too... No more tears alright? :) After that walked to the Mrt with sarah and Jean... I saw Mabel at the mrt!!! Haha... Since she stayed t Kovan we just talked and walked together.... :) I felt so happy talking to Mabel for the first time... :) Thanks, if you ever see this Mabel, thanks so much for talking to me!!! :D Reached home at around 11.. Made Jean worry cos i bathed... I was so tired... Just knocked off to dreamland the moment my head touched the pillow... This morning... My left leg was suddenly so stiff... I got scared but i think its because my body is always rigid when i sleep... Well... It doesn't hurt so much now... And i saw the awesome video by annoying orange!!! Funny!! Haha... I posted it at Facebook... :) Hope you guys have a good laugh!!! :D Okay, signing off!!! :D

2010-07-17T11:39:00.001+08:00

Hey you people out there!!! Sorry for not posting... Been meaning to post de... Then really got distracted by Shines in Harmony, Christianity Explored(CE) And the other funnieeeeee incidents... Let's explain these events slowly and quickly... (LOL!!)

Shines in Harmony... Was a little late cos lost track of time... Reached my school and the whole school was already super packed!!! :D Reached and took off my skirt... Played a lot of our famous game... But then the plastic bags ran out.. So me and Dazelin had to run to the eatery thhere to but the bags... Filled them but NOT ENOUGH AGAIN!!! And it was like only 10 plus??!! Very funny... Within 2 hours more than 15 packets were used up le!!! Woots!! I played 3 games and had a very fun time shooting at the guys... After that ran out again and persuaded Mrs Goh to fatch me go... Vincent followed as well... Then we raced... Very tiring lor... Haha... Bought 12 more packets and brought them back... Haha... I still remember the sec 1s and 2s screaming Scott, Scott!!! We want to throw at Scott!!! Well... You don't usually get a chance to throw water bombs at basketball players right? :) So we played so much... Haha... Then last hour we began throwing them at the teachers... And that when we got really wild and threw them at everyone!!! We filled and filled and filled them till okay then got war!!! :D Our class rocks!!! We are just awesome!!! 3 Gaiety!!! Allright!!! :D I want to rewind the time and do it all over again... We earned 200$$$ :D HAha...

I rushed to the second lesson of CE... The first lesson was just awesome!!! :D Then the second lesson i was almost asleep because i was like so tired from the event le... Please come to CE!!! Its the best!!! :D Haha...

Sorry its so short... need to rush off to CE soon... LOL!!! These few days, my class played with stink bombs!!!! :P HAHA!!! Ambushed too many people... Made them so angry... So amusing... :D More updates about them will come soon!! :)

2010-06-15T10:57:00.000+08:00

DAY 4!!! :D

Woke up! Breakfast with the church again!! And then went to sermon!!! I love the games!!! 3 mib!!!!( men in black!!!) Then cell group... :D So funny!!! :D Then went back to pack the stuff... Then went to sunway shopping mall!!! :D Ate japanese food!! Bought doughnuts!! :D Then sat on the bus... And slept...
Then woke up... See everyone sleeping so funny de!!! :D Then dinner... Ate at the same hawker place... Then went back to the bus and kind of played... :) Reached check point.. Sorry for delaying... :'( Then Auntie Agnes family brought us to dunno somewhere!!! :D Marshall's parents were angry with him for not dropping, and Matthew's parents were angry with him for going down!!! Cos it was dropped directly outside matthew's house!!! :D So funny!!! Reached home... Watched tv... And slept!!! :D Okay... Finished le... Sorry so short... I'm tired and still shaken by the accident...

2010-06-15T10:29:00.000+08:00

DAY 3!!
Woke up feeling so excited!!! Dunno for wad also... Haha... For GOD!!! :D Then went to the same place to eat. :D Katie kept talking about ......... HAHA!!! Then went back to rest a little... Then went to the ball room. Very meaningful... And altar call i went. Pain!!! I felt the Holy Spirit convict me. And then i looked up to see so many other ppl waiting... Sam prayed for me!! :D Then sat beside Katie to hug her... Asked her she was... Then i said something painful... And as i laid my head on her lap she patted me... See... We have a lot in common. :D Then Aunt Agnes asked me to hug my mum!!! No way!!! Sigh... Just cannot... :( Then auntie Joyce she came to me and hugged me... And told me to hug her too... Sigh... Then mummy came but i told her off... :/... Then as i walked with Katie out Aunt agnes stopped me to talk ... She told me that i can't forgive my mum... I said i don't know... And she kept praying... But no... Then Uncle Mark gave me a passage about forgiveness... Sigh... Didn;t care... Then ate lunch... And prepared to go to 1 utama shopping mall!!!!! :DDDDDDDDD Haha... We kind of played around the buses... But then we took the last bus.. We went off first!! Then we u-turned back, thinking that we need take other passengers... But then no one de... I sat with Jamie... And then when we reached... Sharon talked to me... :) Her voice is very sweet!!! :D And then I went off with Jamie and her sister... :) Mummy let me watch movie with her!! But when we reached the cinema, we saw the whole group of lower sec and primary school coming down and we asked them wad movie they watching... They watch Prince of Persia, so we watched also!!! Then pastor chua's family came and we asked them to watch with us too!!! Then we walked around and tried to find a place that can buy card fr Jamie's phone... And then just nice!! We went in and yup!!!! Half of the church went to theater 6 (younger ones, plus pastor chua's family) And the other half went to theater 9!!!! (I went to 9 and we all sat together without knowing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD) Thank God!!! :D Then we came out together too!!! And talked and laughed... :) Everyone stared at us but really lor... The church really stayed together!!! :D Then Clarine followed her mum, and Jamie pei me wait for my mum, and then we ate KFC together. But on the way there we saw ezra, vera, gabriel and KATIE!!! :D So lucky!!! :D We talked so much!!! :D But we parted ways.. :'( So sad right... ate, then got lost... :/ Took te second bus, and in front of me is the pastor.. Reached back and called Katie, she took the first bus... Then bathed... And slept... So tired lor... Haha... But it was fun!!! If there's another chance i will go again!!! and yup!!! NEXT YEAR GOING TO MALACCA FOR CHURCH CAMP!!!! :DDDDD

2010-06-15T10:04:00.000+08:00

DAY 2!!!! So sorry that i didn't update earlier...

Day 2:
Slept through the whole night.. Then walked to kites restaurant to eat breakfast... Never eat much... (got weak stomach) of cos, me and Katie sat together again... :D Then i went back to my room to get my bible, jacket and camp booklet. Went up to the ball room...Aunt Debbie pulled me to her and told me not to hang around with the guys... I tell you... Make me so upset... :( Katie came beside me and she was crying... Aunt debbie told me to bring her to the toilet but katie's mum just puled her away!!! I can't even sit beside her... Sigh... David asked me about some stuff then i ask him to quiet cos her mum behind her... Told him wad happened... So i sat alone.. :( Ice breaker time... She sat there, dazed and still crying... love the games haha.. After that worship and then sermon... Lots to learn and write... Then altar call... I went in front and when Pastor touched me i just cried... And after awhile Sharon came beside to pray for me... After awhile i felt the love of God there... And then suddenly i turned to Sharon and told her what was wrong... She led me in the sinner's prayer again... And shared with me how and who am i going to choose... After awhile i looked around and i saw Katie looking at me crying so badly with her aunt and mum beside her... Then my mum was behind me also, patting my back and praying for me... After Sharon prayed for me we hugged and i went to Katie's side and hugged her too... Poor thing... She cried so bad... I felt so awful when i pulled away my hug... But then we finished and we walked out together... Trying to make her happy and laughing with her... :) I'm so glad that we know each other very well... So we ate... And then i went back into my room, and Katie saw my room... Haha... So messy and i asked her to just lie down and dun care!!! :P Then i pei her go up her room and went back down to say hi... Then the accident happened... I guess i was in shock ba... I told my mum that i felt ill and ran back into my room... Lying down and asking myself what i had done!!! Went back and saw Katie... They brought the casualty to Katie's room ( her room medic... Aunt Debbie medic.. ) Then parted again... She called me and we agreed to swim together.. Told my mum and went to the pool (which is like only about 100m away!!) When i reached there the guys were going to the Olympic size pool.. But the play pool was already so big so we played together with the kids!! :D I was the only one that could not swim :( But well... Taught Clarine to swim also... :) So after that went back into my room to bathe... 3 more hours free ime leh!!!!! Swam for only 1 hour plus!!! Then i could not find my spec's!!! :( But mummy help me find so okay le... Called Katie and agreed to meet her again at the room beside the ballroom. Sat together again and ate alot!! HAHA!! Everyone was waiting for the NACHOS!!! HAHA!!! Very very funny!!! I was waiting then announce then i grabbed a full plate to eat!!! HAHA!!! I so bad hor... :P No lor... The guys and everyone else was doing it as well!!!! The guys sat at another table.. Me, and Katie's parents sat with the kids, and her mum said that i was very patient with them... :D Katie, dun force kids to eat okay!!!! Tsk tsk... Not good a!!! They might hate you!!! I'm kidding... :P Then went to sermon straight... Didn't really understand, cos it was about missions... And it was tough!! After that stayed back for the Gnk briefing about Royal Rangers. He gave us altar call, but i declined cos my mum got go... And fetched my brother... Then my mum came back to bring brother for altar call also... When they came back we slept... This time, i slept really well!!! :D Well, part 3 coming up soon!!! :D

2010-06-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!! I'm back from church camp!!! :D It was awesome!!! Didn't take photos, but its just so awesome!!!

Day 1: (monday, 7th june)
Went to newton hawker centre to meet everyone there... I kept yo-ing everyone there... Haha... So funny... See friend then yo Louisa!! Then yo sam!! Haha... Last bus to go off cos we had some slight delays, but last bus very relaxed... Was slacking and listening to music then reached the check point. Went in and just got stamped... Then went thru the causeway and went to the malaysian checkpoint.. (Thank God no jam!! :D ) I had 1 luggage and a sling bag with me but the female guard either didn't care or didn't see, cos i didn't scan my sling bag... Haha... Finally!!! Slept for an hour then saw everyone nodding off... Then after half an hour more the guide stopped us at a food centre cum shopping mall to let us eat lunch... Met everyone then bus 1 and 2 went off after 5 mins!!! :'( We reached at 12:45 but bus 1 and 2 reached at 12:15... Didn't eat much... After that i went up the bus again and soon everyone nodded off again. I slept for like 1 more hour and then amused myself with playing my ear piece (couldn't sleep, turned back and saw the guys sleeping so soundly that i kept laughing.. ) and seeing rebekah playing with Hui min.. Finally after 2 more hours at 4:15 exactly, we reached!!! :D Went into the ball room for briefing, and WoooW!!! So nice and big!!! Sat down and tried to find Katie, but nope... She was at the loby waiting for her aunt.. and me... Briefed and we had like 1 hour of rest? Watched tv... Ate the sandwiches mummy made so early in the morning for us!!! Then went to dinner!!! Sat down and Davis, Marshall and David joined me, Katie, mummy, ah boy, esther, and the others... Because of those 3 guys and other people involved the table was just shaking with so much laughter!!! :D Everyone from other tables kept looking at us, we were laughing so hard over so many random things!!! After that it was sermon!!! Rev. Steven Teo preaches so well!!! Wrote down the notes ( guys if you all wan the notes i'll gladly let you all see... ) Oops, games first... Haha... Played and laughed and laughed... After sermon Pastor opened up the altar.. I went up... And i fell backwards!! Second time le... The feeling was awesome!!! Just this surge of calmness and love and i was down... When i sat up i was still in a daze as i searched for people.. Auntie agnes told me some stuff and well, i cried to her that it was so hard... I was about to give up.. Then she asked pastor for extra prayer!! I didn't want it!!! It was so scary... But well... I waited and he came to pray for me again... The 'River' inside me flowed and i began to groan and scream ( not loudly.. i just couldn't get the strength to scream.. ) And then he held my hands and told me that God loves me so much and i would sleep really well... I believed... And after that i just felt peace and went out of the ball room.. Katie waited outside for me and we talked a little before going back into our rooms... Bathed and then went to sleep immediately.. :D I felt so awesome...

Day 2, 3 and 4 coming out tmr!!! So ps... Very late... Wanna wake up for church tmr!!! :D Nigts and God bless!!!

2010-05-14T14:19:00.000+08:00

YOYO!!!! HAha.... Many things happened this few days... :D You know... On the day of eng exam? Austen phone rang!!!! So funny!!! Haha... I was writing my first paragraph then got the alarm of his phone!!! At first we thought is message, so the guys say siyi's name, (I bet he got blush!!!). But then is alarm so we kept laughing... :) Then we did the exam... It wasn't so bad... But the next day was torture!!! :( Math paper(E) .... Sigh... I like .............. I cannot do lor... I dun even know how do!!! Very angry with myself... :'( And today was Physics... I forgot to read velocity!!!! And waves!!! ARgH!!!! If i got read then i will pass... Sigh...

And well... With her... Its all solved, i think... So dun need worry le okay? :) But then today before the paper this guy( Won't release his name due to ppl reading..) he suddenly say christian and like scolding... I didn't dare to look at the guys... I was so scared i did something wrong again... Sigh... Was quite moody these few days... Didn't hand in F&N... Scold me all you want kay? I am at my limit... I can stretch this limit, but only for a short time...

Well... Its my fault anyway... So i can't blame anyone... Sigh... Maybe this isn't such a good idea... Anyway, the deadline is over so why continue to pester me? My mummy keep scolding me... Thank God i prayed so now its much better... But i cut myself again... I couldn't take it anymore... And when i finish cutting i found that 3 ppl were staring at me!!!! OMG!!! I dunno if its far enough... Cos i sat at the void deck ( Need fetch Bro) But they keep staring at me... I very scared... Sigh... So i got down and then strolled to his school which is just a stone's throw away HAHA. Then I called Katie to talk a little... :) She's my best friend!! We understand each other... But she keep thinking of guys lor... Haha... :D

Okay... Katie, the mag is 3 dollars... :P I thought you would call me but you didn't... Haha... But now i have 2 more papers left... Dun worry esther, i will wait for you de don't worry ya? :D I also cannot celebrate... :( Okay... So many other things happen... But they're all bad... And i don't want to spoil my already spoiled mood, so i'll leave it into God's hands!!! :D

2010-05-01T08:15:00.000+08:00

Okay... One month has passed... And had thought of posting today...

Okay... Many many things has happened... Even if say it would take forever... Well... Sometimes have mood to write.... Sometimes just too lazy... Okay... Thursday (Sorry guys... Many things happened... But i just have t say this... ) Thursday sam asked me if she could follow me to counselling... I said why not. So we went together... But i asked her to go out of the room cos i was scared to let her see my true emotions.. Sorry about that sam... So we talked... Ophelia didn't come... So i has another counselor... Her voice was so sweet...

We shared many things... But now... I'm feeling much better about myself... Then sam showed me what she wanted me to see... I'm so sorry sam!!!!!!! I didn't know!!!!! Cried... At home... And sam showed me the page.... Cried even more... On friday my whole body couldn't function... Couldn't eat or study in school...
Just wanted to drift off to sleep eternally...
When i drank water i almost vomited... I don't know why... Just wanted to... So i didn't get a drop of water....
Began to fill and refill my bottle... Again and again... So pour out the water then fill then do everything again... But after school friend Emily and friend Syafiqah cheered me up over and over again... I could smile a little by the time we said goodbye...

Yup... That's all... Haha... Okay i'm super tired....
And moody... So i'll go off... I promise to like update at least two days later!!!

Want to thank so many people....

Isn't it funny we only cherish the things when they have gone?? So why do that? Do it now... Tell everyone that you know that you love them and that they are IMPORTANT in your life!!!! Don't waste anymore time....

2010-03-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hey again.. So long never post le... Sigh... You know... Sometimes i wish i was never born... My brother bullies me like crazy... And i can do nothing because he is the youngest!! It is not fair!!! He makes me so depressed sometimes... Like now... Sigh... Right now... I'm so worried... I haven't told my mum about my results... Die le lor... I scored so badly... Here's the scores... Overall plus the original...

Eng: 48/50(super low marks... Qian yi higher than me... :( ) Overall marks: 60.0/100( Qian yi got 60.6!!)
Chinese: 26/70(scored so low...) Overall: 57/100
(thanks to yanlin and Diana. :D)
Science:
Chem:17/25(:( Stupid peixuan again get highest.. So sad.)
Physics:11 1/2 /25 (waaa almost pass leh!!!)
Overall comb. Science: 57/100(sigh... Scored so low... Physics pulled me down again... )
Geog: 4/25 (considered quite okay.. Ms Rai still ask me see her cos my handwriting so small!! WT??) Overall: 25/100( If i'm nt wrong.. My report book still with teacher...
F&N:20/40(OMG I score so low... I do hope i can get higher marks.. Sigh.. ) Overall:50++ (oh dear i forgot..
E math:3/50 ( Yeah.. I score super bad... ) Overall: 20++ ( Sigh.. At least not single digit.. Mum's gonna kill me.. But have promised Ophelia that i wouldn't die and just cry.. )
A math: 2/50( Stupid.. Wanted to kill myself when i knew my marks.. ) Overall: 5++( Die le.. )

Yeah.. My marks are shit!! Sigh.. Stupid right... Well...

On friday i went to SOS to see Ophelia, my new counselor.. It was so akward.. I almost got lost.. But then i found my way there... Quite far.. Haha... I was so scared... But when i saw my counselor i felt relaxed and at ease... I told her everything.. Cried... I was so scared she would scold me if i cut.. But she just told me so show her my knife.. And told me to disinfect it if i cut myself, or else i might have infection.. Then when i told her that i wanted to commit suicide.. She said that nobody would be happy.. When she said that i was really trying to stop my tears from flowing.. And it was so difficult... I took awhile to accept the truth... But when i did... I really felt better... I have another appointment next week, but i need change date.. Cos i'm like having so much school... No time... Then Public performance coming le... Cannot skip... I skipped like 2 lessons le... Claude and the others are going to scold me... Sigh... Well... Gotta go... Bye!! :DD

2010-03-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hey all! Okay.. :D Ytd start exam.. So far okay.. But i suspect i fail geog and eng le.. I told px and yanlin that if i fail Eng i will 'jump down from a building'.. Then typical remark from Roy "Don't jump la.. Later the whole Singapore got earthquake then you know!!" Then still got add other stuff.. Made the whole class laugh.. :D That's why 3Gay so special... :D

Well... Mrs Goh traded classes with Mdm Lim!! See? Mrs Goh know tml is comb science so she ask for 1 lesson!! And it was so fun lor!! Haha...
Mrs Goh: "Eh, one more time you all talk a i throw my marker to you hor!! I don't care if you hurt or not!"
Scott: " Aim properly hor!!"
So funny lor!!! Haha... I found out that Mrs Goh like to smile and laugh like Mrs Ang!! :D I'm so thankful to God for giving me so many wonderful teachers!!

Well... Assembly boring.. But the yanlin got me fed up.. Haha... I said CCA!!!!!!!!! Ha ha... Very funny joke.. Laughed till cannot stand it.. Got an immediate headache.. :/ So sad lor... Well... After school stayed back till 5 plus for chem.. Felt really lonely and sad.. But i was like reading something upsetting.. So well.. The feeling went away with the help from God!! :D

I love my sisters in Christ.. They rock!! I want to thank them!! And plus my brothers in Christ too!! So much encouragement.. :D Josephine sent me this beautiful message about how the Lord Sees in me.. I'll put it here... This verses would help too... :D Made me so fired up for God till i couldn't sleep... :P
Here it is!!

My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

To all... If you wan the msg i have in facebook... Or you all can cut and paste.. :D

Okay... So Eng, geog, e math and Chinese no more.. Now left lesser per day!! I freaked out today cuz got math... but now... Feeling better... Thanks to my daddy God who encouraged me!!

Hey guys, please... Why criticise my religion? Is it that funny? It's okay... I've forgive you all.. I just hope you all would stop... Cus i have many friends looking at my blog too.. If they know wad you all saying.. It is hard for them to accept it.. So please... At least when you say it say it when me and seowtong not there okay? Okay.. I apologise for being noisy... It's just that i was feeling a little cranky.. Okay.. If you wan scold den scold me please.. Dun put it on my religion... Thank you...

2010-02-27T11:19:00.000+08:00

Well...Been more than a week since i posted... So ps.. lazy.. Well... Our class really mama fong le... :D Well... Whole class has been playing with 'bombs' le.. But i'm very sorry to the others that had been caught... Esp Denise... Well... I got back my Add math test.. Got a zero... Goodness... I messed up!!! Or else i could get like at least 3 marks... Sigh... Physical education getting tougher le... Ms pey wan us die lor... Super hard to do so many things...

P.E. Reached there 1 min late... So need do 60 squats.. After that we ran two rounds around the school... At first okay de.. Den i start to get cold sweat and plus my ankle was hurt by the emergency exercise on the 23rd... So it was 24th.. So when i reach the finish point... I was already limping and yanlin keep asking me to tell Ms Pey but i dun wan.. Thanks Yanlin anyway!! :D But then we did 15 push ups, then 15 dips. Then 10 push ups, 10 dips. Then the two sets again!! By that time my ankle was really hurting and i was tripping and i couldn't walk.. I was crawling to the stations le!!! After them we did our usual lower body conditioning(Dips and push ups are upper body, run and squats are bottom, thighs) 1 and a half set of lunges and broad jumps... Finally Finish then went back to class.. Then i wanted to tape stuff.. But ended up i got a very deep cut on my finger!!

Bled for quite a while.. Even as i walked out of school it was still bleeding... Stopped the bombs cos everyone in school was complaining about our class... Haha... We played alot.. And well... Our class is really special... The whole class is really like a family... :DDDDDDDDDDD 3 GAY ROCKS!!! WHOO HOO!!!Haha... Then blah blah... Not much...Purchased 2 boxes of bombs from sao wee.. Another one he never buy so i kept chasing it... :D

Yts went to prayer meeting.. Not much... The only teens there... Sigh... Me and Katie really.. Never mind... And now it's sat!!! :D Dunno wad to do leh... This whole week watching ehb over and over again!! So funny!!! :D Katie dunno wad is dips haha!!!

2010-02-15T07:46:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! Happy valentine's day!! And Happy Chinese New Year!! Haha.. Late greetings.. Well... Yesterday was valentine's day.. Okay.. Yesterday, at 6a.m, Bella jiejie went back to London.. Very sad... :'( Then woke up to sms her something.. After that, prepared for church.. We starting early coz it's new year.. Went there with family.. Katie got there first.. We both went to cell... My cell very funny.. You know chinese we usually play the ci yu thing.. Haha... Titus put it in english form and play.. But cannot say anything starting with s... So played.. Haha... All the guys lost!! Girls rule!! Haha.. Rachel and i went around the cells then they performed a song as forfeit.. Everyone there laughing.. Haha... Then went back to share week... When we finished we prayed together.. And then waited for Katie to come out.. After she finish we went to find my mum and then said bye to her.. Then saw the pastor's wife (the one at youth camp) And said hi.. Saw Katie again and agreed to meet her at ang mo kio to come my house.. Anybody wan come??Haha..

Went to aunt's house.. But first went to punggol to meet my mum's ex boss!! So funny on the way i saw val's church!!! Too bad didn't take same bus... Her church is nice... Haha.. Went punggol plaza to eat the sushi.. Eat alot then the bill only 39.90!! Pro leh!!! Went kfc rest then went to the house.. Haha.. Now i know 2 ppl from NCPS!!! Cool!!! Haha... Then waited for wen wen family to come too... after that we went to the aunt's house... Went there also get ang pow.. Didn't gamble coz bo money(never bring:P) Then went home at like 9:10p.m..

On the way i heard my mum saying that London now very cold!!! NO!!! My jiejie!!! I now still worried for jiejie.. She is very weak.. And now going there?!! I'm so scared something will happen there... God, Protect her and bless her... She will need you.. :'( Almost cried.. The other time she went back to London for only 1 month.. She got really sick there... And well.. Kept blacking out.. Sigh.. Please don't force yourself kayy... I'll miss bella.. 2 months without talking much!!! I can't!! Plus this week cannot contact her!!(So far have laa.. Her blog.. But wad i write i think she won't reply lor ..) Well... i'll be waiting for her!!! So ya.. Now just using com and waiting for somebody to online.. Haha... Hoping Bella jiejie will be better there... :'(

2010-02-13T13:39:00.000+08:00

Hey you know? Like i am like supposed to see if i can survive with bella? I can't.. What's worse is that i keep listening to songs that really made me mad coz i keep remembering Jiejie!!!!!! :'( Like right now lor!! i can't stop myself!! Zzz.. What's wrong with me sia... The more i listen the more i wan die!! Okay.. So now i need to have self discipline so i won't freak out when jiejie goes home( her true home)... Well... Okay... Talked to Corey just now.. :P Threw a fit with him.. Thank God he knew how to calm me... Okay... Bye now!!

2010-02-13T10:02:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!! So ps never blog cos very tired these few days... Well... School has been fun... And well... Life is getting better at last!!:) Very happy!! Haha... Well... Yesterday our school has the new year celebration.. So funny!!! Our chinese teacher bo expression so funny!!And mingming laugh till she cry haha!! Very funny lor!! Haha... After that went to val's house and changed... We went to tampines. Met liting and huimin..

Window shopped blah blah.. Waited for eloys and xiao lu who decided to join us... But me and val went to tampines 1 to see Other clothes... Val saw a nice cardigan so she bought it... 17 dollars only!!! And it's white!! Haha.. Went home after that as it got really late... Went to reunion dinner cuz my aunt cannot make it on the actual day which is today.. Haha.. Well.. New year's coming... Can't wait... Haha... Wish everyone out there a happy chinese new year!!

Though Bella jie say cannot talk to her for a week for a test... Sigh.. Cmi le.. It's hard jie!! How am i going to pass this!! Sigh.. I hope she gets better soon too.. So hope she will remember and help... If she was my counselor this test i fail le.. This check i got do before... Almost went to kill myself... =/

2010-02-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!!:) Today very fun!! Though like moody but i dun care now... Okay.. Class like very playful.. Just loving life more... But well... Very funny lor... Okay... After school got chem test.. I think will score very average.. After that got cca... Warm up, Played games... Play impro games.. Then edited the script.. Went home with Val.. Thanks girl!! She missed 2 buses just to wait for me!! :D Then now at home.. Blur blur de.. Haha... Okay... Bye!!:D

2010-02-06T08:17:00.000+08:00

Hello again!! Ytd forget post haha... Well... As normal... I forgot my geog books sia!!! At least i brought my notes!! So heng Ms Rai say dun let it happen den i dun nid stay back write the whole chapter!! Yay!! Haha.. That's after recess... Well... No assembly so went straight to class... Waa... I take key cuz Vincent never take... ZZZ... Next time dun take for your class le... Make me run up and down... Den just talked to God... Told him about my Math problems and yea.. Cried badly... At least nobody in class... Felt better after 5 mins... Den denise and Val came... Continued to rest cuz feeling sick... Haha... Den once again asked Mrs Goh if she remember my name!! She doesn't!!! So sad!! Haha... This now become joke in both classes cuz i everyday ask her haha!! So funny lor!!

Sorted admin problems blah blah.. Math first 2 llessons.. Need to revise for test and den Bing Gan fed up with us den never teach O.o... Den did work and tried smsing ppl which didn't work zzz... Recess went to eat... Went back to class feeling soo much better!!! Oh ya!! The moment after i talked to God i threw away my knife!!!! OH myGosh i never do that but i did it!!! :DDDDDD So proud of myself lor!! Haha.. Geog... Yea did work and after that not much le... Today got check but i not involved... Though i tricked the nurses there.. My backbone not goog ma den i tilt one side to balance... Haha... Next year scared i need but on back braces... zZZz...

Chinese in the middle of test we all walked around and shared answers!!! Haha... Confusion broke out for the boys and then they had water fight!! Or water war again as usual... Got sprayed like mad cuz i sit behind... Sheng Ming so funny lor... Say our class bad? But it isn't.. We act as a class!:) I love normal more and more!!!! :) Hhaa... Imagine test den walk and chat like as if not test but normal work!! Haha... Wad's more teacher thought finish le so like tt lor bhaha!!

After school waved bye to Mrs Goh haha... Wanted her chocolates and Val was like give me one... No just half we share can?? Please?? Haha... So comical!! :) Went to the dentist with val and peixuan for val wanted braces... She so scared.. Assured her that i'll follow her for the operation after we have the appointment... Dun worry so much la, it's okay.. Got me can le!! Haha... Went to her house cuz so early.. Ate, Watched her play audition(i helped her do the story!! Haha... I'm a walking lucky charm haha!!!) Then my turn to use the com.. She slept... Hope she had a good rest... :D Woke her up to ask her pei me ha... So after tt i got home and slacked... Became quite emo and argued with God that i just wanted to die.. It didn't work... My plans were like zero... Haha... SO yea...

Now is like sat... Woke up and listening to songs.. :) Thinking wad if jiejie goes back? And now is like she in my shoes.. I'm so worried... Jie, Read my message.. Follow it... Kayy? God bless hun..Okay.. Bye all!! Haha...

2010-02-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

Hey!!! Wa.. My class like siao de lor.. Got so many things to say everyday... THANK GOD FOR ALL OF THESE!!! :) Without Jesus i would have died today.. I today very moody.. And kept emoing till never eat... Went down during recess to buy a new knife.. Super sharp so very happy.. I cut 3 times.. Blood... Den last 2 lessons is f&n... While doing my cheese biscuits suddenly i felt like vomiting.. I was like standing for over 1 hour and no rest when cooking so ya... I became to sway and couldn't think properly.. What i see is like stars.. If i was weaker i think i faint le... Then faster go toilet.. Thank God my kitchen near toilet!!!! Went and like vomit.. But nothing came out when i gagged... Just nothing... Not even water.. Then i realised that from 6:30 till 2:30 never eat or drink, no wonder got nothing!! I kept praying and cried at the toilet... I was so scared... And when i calmed down quickly went to Denise bag take water and drink.. Didn't feel like vomiting anymore... But got once in El and now wan vomit like that.. So scared...

ELDDS!! Well.. Did warm-ups by our own.. Sec 1 are in!! But only two came.. One is Lu Shi and the other one i dunno... After tt we played "who shot the sherrif". Well.. Owned Gilbert, Darren and Daniel... Haha... Then gathered.. Many people went home cos only chorus, Sadako 1 and me need stay back.. So stayed... WAAAA!!! Welcome to bruiseville!!! Haha... Claude made us fall on the floor so many times... Why? The Public performance tickets come out le den you all buy den i'll tell you HAHA!!!!! Well... In the middle of this Siowmay and Sebast came back!!! Awww... They two so close!!! Haha... No offence senior... :) But it's good to see our star actors again... :) Missed them soooo much!!! Especially Seraphina... I'm so worried for her... Sigh... Well... Finally finish scene 1 den went home with Angeline, Huiting, Brenda, Saggie, Huiting, Maegan and cj... Went home like wan die like tt.. But found strength in God!! :)

Wanted to die but now free from all these!! So now.. I'll just have to pray and pray.. Bring Bible to school for reading.. Have bible study with Val... Yup... Wanna try and recover from depression... It sucks up all your love and hapiness so much... I wish i told people 7 months before... Things would have been different then... No wait... If need help I should have like gone from Sec1... Sigh... Need lots of help from God now... I'm hoping life will get better... So now listening to "at the cross"... So soothing.. NOw i smile... Cus God loves me no matter what. :) Thank you Father... For not leaving me today.. You stood by my side the whole day and gently held my hands so that i can feel your warmth... When i cut you were upset, but when you saw me crying you picked me up and kissed me, hugged me, and told me i am cherished, loved, valued... I'm not hopeless but a blessing to my friends.. I'm so blessed... Well... I guess i'll get a bath now.. ZZZ... Ytd did 168 squats and 3 rounds of school... Ache like crazy haha... Thank you God for encouraging me when i wanted to give up... And he gave me such a big hug when i finished the run!!! :)

2010-02-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

Today has been crazy... Before recess from the start of school, i very moody... What's worse is that i had stomach cramps and kept throwing my tantrum... During the first 4 lessons (phy1, phy1, mt, mt) I cut... Yea... Physics cut 10 den chinese cut like over 10... Sigh... Wrote yet another frustrating letter to God... Very sad, and i cried in class... Cuz after i cut i could practically feel the Holy Spirit nudging me like mad!! I felt so horrible when He said that i made God cry.. Sigh... I felt even more worse than ever, but the Holy Spirit said that God understands and it's okay... As long we repent.. I really wanted to die then, but everyone is saying that slashing isn't good...

Then assembly... talk about new rules... Then recess... Felt super sick... Recess over, math next.. Felt so pissed with like everyone... Didn't know why... Smsed Samantha and Jean... A math made me sleep... Sigh... Argued...

After school felt better... Followed Val and Denise to chem remedial... Haha i passed... :) Listened and while listening i reflected and found myself so silly quarreling and feeling bad for making people mad... After that went for ELDDS.. Did warm-ups, then did the play ourselves... Our play name for public is "One thousand cranes"... Know the stone statue at hiroshima? The girl? Named Sadako? Yup.. We are doing that play... I got the role as Grandmother haha... If you all go see the play i would be at the second part where i "bring" Sadako to join "me" in the spirit world... :) It will be nice... Must come okay? Haha... Then i'll be wearing kimono or maybe Yukata... :)

Went home at about 7:30.. Ate then bathe... Replied Jie's message... Then got this annoying spammer spamming my phone and pranking me... Super irritated with him... Well... Screamed at him then now blogging... You know... I should die... Since like... Mum keep sreaming at me for no reason... Okay i at fault.. Sigh... See i so trouble maker...

2010-01-31T20:58:00.000+08:00

Sigh... I feel so sick and hurt... Why am i like this??!! Life is like.. Sigh... If i'm dead life will be better by soooooooooooo much!!! Why can't i die? It's just death... Everyone goes through death right? RIGHT??!! You can't avoid death.. So why can't i kill myself? I'm not worth God's love and blessing... I'm a shadow... Wo dui bu qi wo de peng you, wo ying gai si... ying wei mei ge run hen hen wo, suo yi ru guo wo si wo de peng you he jia li de ren hui hen kai xin de... Sigh... Isn't that true!! I'm going to try and cut myself till bleed and bleed till die.. Who cares? I'm just a person that wants attention.. THE WORLD DOESN'T NEED AN ATTENTION SEEKER LIKE ME!!! Yes!! It's true!! The world doesn't need me! The worls is like complaining that the world is overpopulated and that we need save stuff.. So if i'm gone i'll actually make a difference to the whole world!! Yes!!

2010-01-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hey!!! Back from sec 3 camp!!! It rocks!!!

1st day:
Take bus go school.. Met like dunno many ppl then went to hall. Surrendered my phone to the teachers( good thing or else die...)
Met instructor Loi and E-boi. Haha E-boi very shuai haha... Well.. Did team building games... Then bought late breakfast cum lunch eat.. Then chu fa!!! Went to my usual kayaking place Changi Coast Adventure Centre!!! Settled down in dorms and then we started out first activity rock climbing!!! :( So sad.. My tuen then rained... Got so heavy till we missed abseiling as well.. But we did zip line or flying fox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! You won't know how much fun till you sit!!!!! Haha!! Luving it so much!! Haha... Had only 30 mins for like over 80 girls to bathe... My class used open shower... So fun lor!! Everyone screaming... Haha... Laughed and made lots of jokes... We managed to persuade the express class to use the open one cuz cubicle cannot lock de and then only 3 so ya... Ate our dinner there... Need say makan.. Haha... So funny when we say... Ate, wash, then gathered for blind's man trail.. So fun.. switched places without intructor knowing haha!! Summarised the whole day and ate supper. First night sleep with express class... So sian lor express sux de... They made us stand up and down cuz they kept complaining... But okay la... Slept but very annoyed by the constant planes roaring up and down... ZZZZZ...

2nd day!!!:
Woke up at 5:45a.m to wash... Hahaa... Everyone like let me sleep more!! O.o... Gathered with Alpha group(my group is Bravo!! We won anyways...). So we learnt our claps. 1 clap, 2 claps, 5 claps, 8 claps, 8+8 claps, 8+8+8 claps and 8x4 claps!! :) Haha... ate breakfast... Yum haha... Not bad la the food... It's edible lol!! Well.. Did high ropes course!! Love it!!! Hung cuz i slipped.. Leg now still pain haha... Finished and gathered to talk and did our cheer!!! Yay!!! Haha... Zi high.. :D Lunch.. And then kayaking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Learnt many times so ya.. Everyone like Jiahui, you how many star? Zzz... Is i kayak since pri 4 so like tt pro de haha... :) Then we joined kayaks to become a raft and then we had to stand!! I got trouble cuz the paddle very ma fan keep poking me... Zzz.. Partnered with Darren... Zzz... He got power but dunno how to paddle while i know how to paddle but no power!!! Haha... Then stood and sang ABC... Then back person stood and sang Abc too i think... Then 10 mins of playtime!!! So fun, but got into my eys then had to close for it's painful... 10 mins not enough to play!!!!!! :'( Well... Next is improvised rafting... Had to sing and dance for extra ropt to tie haha!! We so funny... Raft we carry then whole thing dismantle!!! We laughed and laughed till like crazy... Then stacked them nicely... Haha... We lost the raft thing but so fun LOL!!! BATHING TIME!!! Haha... Now 40+ girls and 35 mins of time!!:) Open shower again... This time pulled Em and Pink Panther(Emily Weilin) To bathe with us haha!! Finish then dinner... After that isssssssssssss............................................................................
CAMPFIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whoohoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yup. So started the fire! :) We performed... Zzz... Second group to go up... We did well!!! Yea!! Den we learnt so many things... So fun... :) Blah blah then teachers dance... Then did blind man dance... Scott represented our class!!! Overall champion? SCOTT!! ZZZ... So funny lor... How he danced... :) Our class did a recap of how he dance then whole school laughed!!:) See? N(a) isn't bad at all!!! So yup... Then trainers and intructors danced then teachers jpoin in then the whole campers like us join in!!!! YAY!! Haha... Had supper then de-brief and then night!! :)

Day3(last day:( )
Woke up first... Then woke everyone and began to wash up. we all become lobsters cuz all red haha!! But i not so red... :( I wanna be red!!!! :'( Okay... Gathered... Talked then we joked!! Then all the trqainers and intructors all do tau pok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love it man!!! :D So then took group photo... Went back to school...:( Will miss this camp forever...

Reached school, goot back phone... They announced the winners of cheerleading and................................................ WE WON!!!!! YES!!! WE IN THE TOP5 AND WE ARE IN THE GRAND FINALS!!!!! WE SO SHOCKED!!! Yup.. Then celine best camper... :) Who got first?? 3H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The whole express like wad the ****??!!! We won the express!!! Normal won!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Yup... dismissed... Went to seowtong house... Talked and ate... And went home... Reached home.. Unpack and then go to church event. The board games... Had fun la... Thanks Jean for being there for me... Thank you ever so much!!!! :D
Okay okay... I'll stop here... Hand very suan also... Haha... Okay all... Bye for now!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D
Now just need make cheer longer and cheer for house when sports day comes!!!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!
Haha...

2010-01-26T21:57:00.001+08:00

:'( This morning till now i very very moody... Dunno why sia... It's like as if i am caged in a small cage and i can't move while everyone is mocking me and i'm here crying helplessly... Well... Changed blogskin... Nice hor!! Haha...

Today another math test... Got back my first math class test too... Got 1/25!!!! Man i'm sooooo dead... And Bing Gan say need sign!!! Man i'm really dead!! Sigh... I won't put the blame on ppl le... It's my fault... I didn't read or revise or practise math... Sigh... I'm a lazy PIG!! Yes guys it's true... I've been lying for too long... Time to wake up and stop my lies... Sigh... It's like i'm pushing God away... And doing all these without him... Sigh... God must be very angry with me le... Everyone is... I'm like holding back mountains of tears... But i can't let them out... Sigh... I didn't put enough effort in my work... Should die huh... Since i'm no use to this society... When i'm out in the working world confirm failure person de... Since basic also dunno... Sigh...

Stop blaming other people jiahui!!! Slap yourself NOW!!! You have no right to push blames on ppl!! Get a grip!! No wonder Sam say you gave on yourself long ago.. Cos you are the same as before!!! Stop all these tears and wails now!!! You are not in a position to cry like this!! You have no right!! Ask anyone else!! Who cries for nothing??!! Stop decieving people with your stupid, untrue lies!!! I'm so ashamed of you!! Stop that sobs now!!! It's just a small setback!! Since you like wailing so much then go!! Go to hell!!! You can weep as long and as much as you want there!!! Go.. GO!!!!! Get lost now!!

Sigh... It's true... I'm letting out my true colours now... Everyone look at the passage... It's all true... I've let down.. Katie, Sam sin, Francesa, Jean, Matthew chee, Ashley, Mummy, Siow May, Beatrice, Seraphina, Emily, Isabella Jiejie, Queena, Holly, Corey, Brandy, and the list goes on!!!! Argh!!! Why am i like this!! I've made all these people sad... I should just die... Then they would be happy... Where got i adorable? Lovable? A good friend? Sigh... I'm none of these... NONE OF THEM!!! It's true... Let me just perish ya? Since i'm not worth anything...

I lied to Sam today... Said that life's hopeless and i dun wan get tuition teacher cuz i can't afford... I'm sorry... It's because i am lazy!!!! This i admit now!!! So at least i can die in peace without ppl mourning... Sigh... Even if you don't accept my apology... At least i let out all my feelings le... Sigh... Now i can die in peace... God, KILL ME NOW!!! Those who wants me dead please tag... As long you tag means you wan me die... Plus sms... Plus calls... Plus everything... School... I'm going to keep very quiet in class now... For i'm in no position to talk... It's all a lie... I don't have depression... I just said that to get attention!!!

Sigh... I'm gonna delete this blog i guess... Or maybe not... Just keep... So that when i die other people may read... And see this post... Sigh... I'm not worth... I am a lazy person... I am... I am!!!!!!

2010-01-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

Hey guys... Today did my f&n test.. Sigh... I didn't study!!! Confirm fail de... OMG laaa.. One of my best subjects leh... Aiyo... Why i like that sia... Concentrate concentrate CONCENTRATE!!! My math also confirm fail de... Tmr is the chapter 2 test... Cannot pass de.. Sigh... Cuz Bing Gan keep saying like train.. If you all ask me why i say he Bing Gan den you have to see his face. Cus is like biscuit!!!! Isn't that right 3G??!! :)

Well.. My faith is like down in the dumps now.. it's like so bad now... Well... At least Titus and Evelyn is helping me... I hope that's like enough... So many people is helping me now... I really want to repay back, but i don't know how... Sigh... Really hurt now... Well... Feeling sick again.. Well...

So far still doing coursework for f&n... Doing Task Analysis... I hope i do it rigght... Cuz i keep doing wrong... Haha... Well... I really hope jiejie gets well soon... Must eat your medicine ya?:) My cousin is pregnant!! Haha... So random...

O.o... SEC 3 CAMP IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to do high elements!!!! Haha... So ling never go adventure camp le... The last was i think pri6... Haha... I wanna do kayaking!!!

3G... Our cheer will work!!! Our dance too!!! Please co-operate... If not we scold scold dun blame us... Guys, you al rock, but just cannel your energy to the cheer and dance can le... Okay? :)

Okay. .. Signing off now... Bye all!!:)

2010-01-23T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!! So very ps that never update de... Well... Sec 3 can de... But ahgua teacher Mr Tan Bing Gan(biscuit la!!) Dunno how teach math de... Think test will fail very bad de lor!! Wa whole class hate him sia... He teach A math like zzz... Well... So far life's good!! Only got ... Well... Dun wanna say.. Haha... Katie cry at camp... Dun cry la... See the 'Ghost' then kick his ... Haha... No la... Dun need scared de... Laugh it off ya? :)

Ytd follow Denise and her sis and her sis friend go amk... At first is like seow tong and dazelin follow de...Den like they sian so go home... Somemore i sponsor Seow Tong her trip de leh!!!-.-( HAHA Denise Foo rmb the sign?? 'ask papa before use-.- HAHA!!) Okay my life's like crazy... Oh ya... Follow denise go fine ppl beat de, But they chicken out.. Erhem!!!! I not involved!!! I just tag alond cuz i waiting for Jean to finish school de!!! Haha... Den we totally bonded... We saw a celebrity sia!!! Den beverly's friend like say can take photo? WaLao!! So embarrasing!! Everyone staring at us den i like dun wan take photo... I am not un sociable hor!!! Denise very boorish... Haha... Kidding nia...

Then went home.. Slacked... Haha... Well... Life has been pretty good for me... Hanging around for a few more moments before i let go... Well... Haven finish coursework for f&n so i'll sign off now... ByeAll!!!! :)

2010-01-18T15:26:00.000+08:00

Yo!! So ps never update for so long le.. Hahas... Well.. Jiejie.. Let go alright? It's okay to cry, but after that you have to come back up okay? Every single tear that you cry not only hurts me, but hurts your family, friends, and God. Jie.. Let go, and me, your friends and God will catch you.:) I promise ya?

Well.. Sec 3 isn't that hard as i imagined, but seriously, the homework is like tons and TONS!!! Hahas... Gotta go... F&N Rocks!!! (though coursework so tough den deadline so soon... )

2009-12-30T11:25:00.000+08:00

Sigh... Hi guys... School's starting... :) Sigh... Today.. Nah... Well... Many things happened... Loved the christmas party!! Woohoo!! :) Well... My friend says God's healing me now... Sigh... I hope it's true..

2009-12-22T07:48:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! Sorry for not posting... I didn't have a com so can't... Well... I have a laptop!!! Haha... Okay... Many many events had been popping up since the last time i posted... There's youth camp and combined cell outing and my very cool experience and so many more!!! Haha... Youth camp... So much fun!!! I lazy type out haha... Well... I love it cos the games and the sermon and thhe worship too!! Haha... Then i learnt so many wonderful things that made my faith go up up up!!!

Then like so many others... But lazy post haha... Well... The combined cell outing sam sin and rachel and my cell go to Hannah's house to watch Left Behind... Very fun you know!! Haha.. Then got this dog named frisky... Haha... (:

After that the sunday, which was last sunday, We celebrated christmas with the kids and adults together. Had to perform... So ps lor... Haha... Cos me and katie leader den i keep looking around den so many ppl!! But, before that i started to speak in tongues during worship!!! I was so shocked and scared as the Holy Spirit ran up my body to my mind to my heart!! But i let Him into my heart abd kept speaking it!! I got so happy and till now i kept speaking it and praising god! After church i went to my aunt house to celebrate my uncle's ROM in australia!! Got buffet and played alot there!! (:
Ahhh... This year has been a lovely year even though i have depression... (: I thank God for supporting me and comforting me when im sad, thank Katie for being my listening ear though we had lots of stupid arguments, her mum for booking an appointment to see a doctor and helping me to find a counselor, Sam Sin for giving me sound advice(Although i really want her to talk to me...), Ashley for helping me with her 'doctorly' advice haha... And so many more too!! (: So now, i'm waiting foor youth party(anyone want to come? Dress code: Colourful, casual) And of course.. Jiejie isabella to come home soon!!!!!! Why? Why must you go jiejie? Why on saturday?:'( I miss you so much jie... So much!!! I hope you will come back and not go anymore... Sobsob... Sigh... Bye all, next time den post...

2009-10-31T07:29:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not posting...
Was really busy den no time den no com lor...
Realli sorry... well... Many things happened in this month..
My birthday and denise...
Exams(final yr)
Posting of new classes..
And of cos, o-lvls...
Okay... My birthday we went to karaoke at my mum workplace thr...
Went with denise(second bithday girl), seow tong, mingming, peixuan, yanlin, michelle, dazelin and yup, my best fren katie showed up too!!!(she came ith her school clothes... haha... bring nice clothes to wear den her shoes still school ones...)
Went thr for 5 hours... crazy lor... not enough time to sing and play $5 worth of pool... Haha
Most of the songs played were from denise and me the jj lin... Haha... More than 20 songs were chosen by jj lor!!!
Which song got the most number of replays?
Of cos!!! U by Super Junior!!! Haha...
Mingming and peixuan keep shouting the song den my hands so suan nid keep pressing the button...
We are having another round soon... So inform me if you wanna go...
Played pool... Katie's white ball kept hopping off the table!!! Haha... (She came late... Den she very shy... So she nvr choose songs but played pool...)
Denise and peixuan keep de siaoing yanlin with their *magic* and yanlin keep losing... haha...
So yanlin join our table cos no magic... And cos seowtong she dun wan play le...
Well... Exams... Not so good... But got into a good class... (I hate 2g ppl... They so irritating... Den like their combinations so funny de... Scott also in my class... ZZZZ...)
I got into like 3g!!!! No!!!! I wan to be in my beloved 2h!!!! :'( Sad sia... weilin and celine cried... Haha... But we cheered weilin up really fast!!!
Me and yanlin put up a play... Its super funny cos its based on chuan geng and seowtong... Haha!!!
Got Nice remarks from everyone... All laugh like nobody business... :) that's good!!! Weilin laughed and smiled... Which made me so happy cos she is our chairman!!
Well... That's all... i'll post my results another time...
(I'm too lazy... Haha!!)
Oh ya!!! Last day of school we went to kfc!! Haha... lovely!!!

2009-10-11T18:55:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! so long nvr post le.. haha.. com cannot use.. den exam.. haix.. i really donno how to do math sia.. i scared tml.. haix.. i donno.. if god wants me to fail this or pass it's his will.. i cant do anything.. haix.. i really wan pass.. now.. yaya.. today went to church.. Ezra is there hooray!! haha so long nvr see him. den we all spelling today.. little esther tops the reading with more than 15 books read! Good!! I should buy presents to reward them.. Cell is as boring as usual. I think sam saw my angry face.. She stare at me like zzz.. Was released late as usual.. didn't even understand the video la!! haix.. sermon.. den went home.. So bored.. but the events in school really exciting.. Lazy to say.. Okay.. nid study.. Later Katie come scold me.. bye!!

2009-09-18T15:23:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojEjhnAnneU
Okay.. its stupid.. but 2heroes!!!!! you all shld know what is this!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u2l70a_Blk
Another 1.. also very stupid... i suggest watching up first then this!!!!! have fun!!!

2009-09-17T14:01:00.000+08:00

Heyy all.. well.. results all pass but math agn.. den my lit fail by 2 marks.. haix.. so close.. haha.. today so bored.. then tml got park cleaning.. zzz.. i told my class to take SPCA.. they dun wan.. now do park cleaning they complain.. zzz.. i super angry at my class.. zzz.. but i think i started it.. okay.. 2 of my pen broke.. i bet some1 took my $2 lor.. all say no.. zzz.. still.. special thanks to celine, yanlin, weilin and so many others.. but my money fly away.. sad hor.. hahas.. haha.. celine say chey cos i nvr cry.. haha.. i think really like lor.. cos when i screamed very hard at yu wei and sao wee fr taking my wallet.. zzz.. every1 look at me.. felt my face turning red den dash into the toilet.. but i did cry.. well.. a little la, but considered.. then mr wu sms me like.. okay lor..

I so sian lor.. so stupid go tell mr jae.. zzz.. if not now so better.. but mr wu really knocked me out.. he said this thing during music.. den got scolded by peixuan haha.. li pe sua!! lol!! haix.. so many more.. too little time.. haha.. really sian lor.. but at least today got drama.. today all siao de.. all dun wan co-operate.. so sad hor.. den i like so angry.. cant hear sam talking.. but i guess later ba.. haha... haix.. i really dont know..
But if mr wu send something like that i really can freak out!! he said be4.. then really cried.. in class also.. trust me.. if you want a really strict counselor find him.. he is really strict and he wun tolerate those nonsense im telling him.. haix.. he wants me to prove to him.. but i dont even know if my maths can make it.. haix.. i think that when i tell him my results he will scold me agn.. reason? cos i didnt put enough effort.. its always like tt de.. so something kept repeating into my mind.. that.. when i show him my marks i will then just kill myself.. i dont know if the results will be good or bad.. but i think it will be bad.. so by the time i tell him my marks he will find me dying or even dead.. i dont think i have any future.. if i live through i might take f&n.. haix..
Im living in a troubled world.. i promise i will never whine in front or him.. he keeps scolding me.. haix.. but what can i do? haix..

2009-09-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

ZZZ.. results crappy.. friendship also.. haix..

2009-09-08T15:16:00.000+08:00

Well.. im online for once.. haha.. n sorry for being so dead.. well.. isabella.. im so sorry that denise.. sigh.. im really sorry.. i cant stop her.. please forgive her.. please.. for me? i really cant bear to see u all fighting.. please.. sigh..
Well.. apart from being my counselor.. you are my friend.. :) well.. i dont think i can meet you.. haha.. its sad that cant sms much.. lol.. but still.. studies are still impt.. so must study hard!!

Well.. shines in harmony rox.. and i wish i had taken that video.. haix.. then can upload let u all see.. haha.. spent alot of money.. but my knees still hurt.. haha.. wanna use tt mini anne to scare ppl.. but really yucky to touch.. den emily say tt her first kiss gone le.. o.o.. well.. i donno much.. but it was kind of fun to learn and refresh my memory.. we;;.. scott n tt jason?(opps.. i forgot le.. something like tt rite.. haix..) well.. they go do the bungee run and see them bounce so much!!! i was laughing so much.. i didnt see whr i was looking n i bang myself on the wall.. haha.. laughed to see them.. scott almost bounced off.. haha.. wun forget e event.. den got dance floor.. last min so fun.. see they dancing was really nice.. and desmond is super funny.. den when i went to school the song i hear is sorry sorry by super junior.. when i went off the song is also the same.. im so happy tt day.. den beatrice put dedication for us.. i so happy.. :) thanks.. and thanks to isabella too.. for listening to my feelings and sacrificing your time for me.. thanks..

Well.. gotta go le.. later my sis see me use com i die.. haha.. byebye then!!:)

2009-08-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.. im back.. lol.. in lab la.. haha.. went blog hopping agn.. so fun.. see so many ppl lifestyle.. n im sorry about esther.. get well soon luv!! well.. this whole week has been so fun.. alot of things happen.. nt bad things.. bt gd ones.. cos god has made everyday a day to remember.. lol.. today no diff..

Drama today.. ahem.. no more cca fr me le..(even though ct2 start 2 weeks ltr!!!!!!!!!:P) den we all play same game.. den do still pictures.. okay.. i really didnt know tt my class.. 2h can have such a big imagination!!! n so creative!! i am so happy.. couldnt have done it too.. lol.. samantha also wad..=.='' hahas.. kayys.. math was as usual boring.. but today mrs chis surprisingly give us chocolates.. yes!! didnt sleep lor.. i was so tired aft hist.. napped.. den got back to work.. o.o.. whip in sight!! lol.. my class.. haha.. i really pity tt lee zong la.. he really got beaten up.. sigh..

He hor.. well.. i think when he gets home his whole body like board like tt.. all gt scars.. i mean.. GET SOME RESPECT A DEY!!!!!! please la.. we also gt feelings okay.. u all have ma.. so y nt me also? eh.. nt scolding any1 in particular.. so dun nid worry.. bt pls.. pls be kinder.. o.o..

Okay.. drama.. played who killed the sherrif.. den sao wee n mingming!!! haha... laughed and cheered like hell when sao wee won.. bt den he say let mingming win!!! ahhh.. true love!!! zzz.. haha.. sao wee so short leh.. mingming at least 1 head taller den him la.. o.o.. haha.. den my math.. sigh.. e only 1 to fail agn.. i really tried.. sigh.. im gonna buck up.. zzz.. (donno if tt true... ltr i sae nvr do agn..) o.o.. sigh.. i cant do much.. but so many people is praying for me(ummm... OTHER friends..) then it is really fun.. to explore.. and be comfortable with god.. i have another wish now.. i want all my friends to know god.. i mean.. how can u nt noe god!!!

Sigh.. i hope everything is going well denise.. pls.. u nt ugly.. if u wan yuheng back.. pls change ur attitude.. N STOP CALLING ME NOOB!!! lol.. N SI GUMOK!!(tis i think is e rite spelling.. i nt sure.. if nt use si gummock agn ba..)

Well.. rite so long.. lols.. im so peaceful..
Sigh.. she still doesnt know yet.. should i tell her tt e she is her? bt if i say tt would she scold me? sigh.. i already can see she dun really like me when i tell her i cut.. sigh.. i just wannna say im sorry.. bt i have no chance.. n when i see her im too scared to tell her.. she ignores me.. but i guess its okay.. she also gt alot of work to do.. bt i still wanna thank her fr praying fr me.. i asked.. i thought she would reject me.. bt den she said dun worry.. i'll pray for u.. sigh.. oops.. (i think she knows by now.. i have stated so many clues.. ) Well.. its really hard to say im sorry to u in person.. to me.. and im also scared to call u too.. hmm.. those tt know.. if u all noe tt she plsdun tell her..

Well.. nt much.. except fr e rolling chair.. darren so stupid.. he go sit den 4gt den lean.. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!! he fall on floor.. n he roll!!!!!!!!! haha!! so funni siah.. i wanna see it agn.. den saw john..(im really sorry john.. pls dun throw my shoe down.. im really sorry to u guys.. i just got too over.. )
Well.. signing off le.. doing one way, clap ur hands n let god arise!!!!!!!!!:) god bless luv!!!
God bless..

2009-08-08T12:52:00.000+08:00

Hello all!! a success to drama!!! Yay!! i see ppl like us.. yay!! den dream dolls also win!! den e 1c guy!! aHHHHH!!!! i wun 4gt tis yr celebrations de.. so fun n cool.. i'll miss drama when i leave.. sigh.. haha.. Well.. den go eat.. saw e trophy.. thanks emily.. wa.. dream dols.. emily super high de lor!! haha.. i'll miss them.. haha.. Well.. drama rox.. and even though i fell in the middle and sprained my ankle.. it didnt spoil e spirits in me.. cos.. god will heal..

Well.. gt alot of things to say.. but lazy.. harhar.. Denise.. please.. you have to know tt inner beauty is much more impt den outside beauty.. why care abt darren? its okay de.. trust me.. n pls.. u dun cut hor.. Be strong okay? i want u to be happy.. i dun wan u to be sad tt u r ugly.. pls denise.. if u ugly den wad abt me? u now wad.. in class n outside.. bt i didnt care.. cos i have frens like u all.. (even though u all scold me sometimes n tease me..:P) haha.. I do not have to worry if i go out wif u all.. cos i noe tt wif u all i really okay de.. jst dun scold alot of bad words.. control.. i dun wan u keep scold f***.. cos also nt gd..

Okay.. very bored.. at home do nth.. hahas.. okay.. signing off..

2009-08-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

2009-08-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

Hello.. goodness agn.. stupid blogger.. agn gt problem... zzz.. now cant update.. zzz.. im nt gonna say anymore.. just spoilt my mood.. and i have nice things to say.. nvm..

2009-08-03T10:29:00.000+08:00

Hello all.. o.o.. my com gt problem agn.. fr blogger.. zzz.. so no colour.. lol.. Well.. today go church.. really fun.. bt den katie agn come late.. n her phone gt confiscate fr e 5.. time.. lol!! her phone always confiscate.. haha.. well.. today all e kids really hyper.. esp, ezra.. nvr see him so hyper.. lol.. Yay!! aft recollections.. den go outing.. den 30th gt church anniversary.. still donno wad song we doing.. pls do one way!! i wan do.. haha.. i bet all e gnk will also veri hyper de.. yea.. today combines service.. was rewarded.. :P lol..

Well.. have to go prepare drama le.. we still veri good.. lol.. sorry to vannesa though.. she go brunei cannot join us in e national day celebrations.. sigh.. she made us so motivated also.. lol.. nvm ba.. next yr we do gospel agn.. lol.. lol.. okay.. signing off.. :P

2009-08-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

O.o.. so long nvr hear tis song le..

2009-07-31T14:35:00.000+08:00

Hey all!!(: well.. i can use com.. haha.. im in sku.. zzz.. so sian.. lucky gt holly to talk to.. if nt i will be so bored.. o.o.. haha.. life is so funny.. well.. im nt gonna explain tt.. cos my hands r freezing in e mac lab.. zzz.. so cold even to type.. zzz.. okay then.. life so hard.. phone almost confiscated.. sigh.. so hard to hide le.. zzz.. sigh..

2009-07-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

Hello.. today gt alot of things to say.. haha.. so lucky.. lol.. zzz.. im so tired.. yea.. walking all around compass again n agn to find people is torturing!! haha.. finding ms lam.. haha.. u noe.. last yr 2g eng cher.. saw her bt dun have her no.. haha.. im tired.. den saw ms phua n ms tabitha.. zzz.. wanted to find them to talk also.. den lost them.. told syafiqah(wif me e whole time seh!(: ) tt day go e other side home le.. den she say nvm.. go find b1.. lol.. super tired from finding ms lam(nvr found her.. zzz.. sad.. wanted to talk to her... bt ended up we walk 1 hr widout stopping!! zzz.. )

Den this malay auntie stop us n giv food.. o.o.. den give syaf $2 fr drinks!! OMG!! haha.. e food nt halal.. so she thought wasted.. so give us( or me.. o.o i dun really eat coconut de.. prefer peanut.. lol!!) den we thought wanted to spend... bt den dun wan.. haha.. went home.. she stop first.. o.o.. i noe whr she stay already.. lol..

O.o.. syaf saw Justin!! haha.. e punggol de.. haha.. saw him too.. haha.. so short.. lol.. like last time.. haha.. den talk abt MINGMING WIF SAOWEE agn!! haha.. so long le!!! den all bring up.. mingming like blushing.. lol!!! saowee lucky.. sick.. mingming sick den come back le.. haha.. den all tease her.. mr chong show video.. we all scream wif laughter cos abt bgr.. den he off.. sae we too noisy.. haha!! so fun!!

Well.. these few days really fun de.. i suddenly miss my class.. lol.. okay.. so tired.. anything else go see denise de blog or valerie blog or emily or other.. zzz.. i wun 4gt celebration fr racial harmony.. haha.. so fun.. 1h n 2h rox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:P

2009-07-24T14:52:00.000+08:00

zzz.. well.. todae nvr go sku agn.. actually can go de.. bt den temp rise agn.. so cannot.. sigh.. i miss my 2h.. cos very fun lehh.. haha.. nth.. rotted at home.. haha.. missing sku..

2009-07-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hello all.. uh oh.. blogger seems to have something wrong.. zzz.. lol.. haha.. todae did project.. gt denise sis chloe to help out.. lol.. alot of ng.. den still have to edit.. zzz.. lol.. guys agn playing baseball.. almost ganna hit.. bt den nvm de.. cos nvr flinch.. lol!! haha..
Im sick.. lol.. still went to school though.. temp amzingly 37.5!! haha.. also didn bother to tell cher i was sick.. zzz.. okay.. really tiring.. had alot of fun.. even though we will gt scolded fr something.. zzz.. hope tt mrs chis will nt come.. which is unlikely.. zzz.. math... gt 9 over 25.. at least nvr gt e lowest in the class.. lowest 3.. highest 20.. lol.. our standard dropped le.. haha..
Peixuan.. nt first in math le!! lol.. must jy le!!
Dazelin surprised me todae.. chinese gt spelling.. den like whole class nvr learn.. lol.. so i ask fr paper.. zz.. i broke le.. lol.. den dazelin sae.. i giv u.. cos i in gd mood!! LOL!! nvr hear her sae like tt be4!! den when i sae i wan copy.. (which i nvr did cos i was too guai.. lol.. okay.. last 1.. bt also nt counted.. cos is only i saw 1 part so i noe le.. so i nvr copy..) she sae.. hao la.. wo jin tian xing qing hen hao, suo yi gei ni chao..
o.o!!! really shocked!! haha.. fr those tt cant read han yu pin yin.. i translate fr u all.. (okay la.. i todae feeling good and happy.. so i will let u copy mine..) haha.. hope tis translation is accurate.. its 50/50 to me leh..
Haha.. well tt all.. nt much.. tml gt drama!!! yay!!
I rather nt mention.. cant..

2009-07-17T18:33:00.000+08:00

Hey all!!.. haha today so fun.. rmb when our class played 'ping pong'? haha.. its back.. well.. not really.. thay changed it.. haha.. baseball nw.. zzz.. trust me.. its really funn!! say lame all u want.. bt really.. our guys r realli creative!! its just 1 ball.. an ordinary stress reliever ball.. and a 'spear'(dun ask me.. zzz.. our guys wrecked almost more than 10 thing alr.. so.. its jus some of e tings tt dey 'broke') n dustpan n ppl of cos!! plae!!! haha.. those guys.. sigh.. i dun wan our class to split siah.. split nt fun le.. sigh.. all choose F&N!! LOL!!! haha..

Sad agn.. mr tien nvr tell us his maple story.. lol.. im still thinking y he went away during class.. lol.. den slack.. okay.. i hate eng.. zzz.. jst found out tt i cant even do a decent compo at all!!! omg!!! sigh.. i wan mr krishnan teach agn.. sigh.. sigh.. lol..

Den aft sku.. went com lab.. saw emily n her cd frens rehearsing fr e last time.. wow.. thay really got it tis time!!! yay!! go jie!! haha.. den spy.. lol.. mr jae la!! bt also i wan c dey perform.. thank god!! their finishing was perfect!! n when i say perfect, i mean perfect!!! omg!! i was like.. u all did it!! perfect!!! haha.. thay scream.. haha.. cos they do so well.. im so proud!! yea.. went back.. msned wif corey n brandy.. too bad holly wasn't on9.. den talk.. moved lab.. haha.. abit moody siah.. bt really cheered aft e guys played.. n is safe too!! i donno hw dey do it.. dey alwaes so sough.. bt dey plae we sit nth happen.. wow.. isnt tt cool..

Okay.. i guess im done.. sigh.. sam.. ur worse than me.. lols.. though im sickeningly.. hurt inside.. i just cant open up.. sigh..

2009-07-15T17:14:00.000+08:00

Hey all.. i've been so bored so i went blog hopping agn.. (which reminds me.. i havent finish spamming 6f blog...lol..) zzz.. todae so funni.. laugh n laugh n laugh like crazy... zzz.. u noe hw painful my stomach is nw from laughing!! like im dying or smth.. lol

Well.. todae.. rain!! so cold.. sigh.. i still cant find my drama jacket.. sigh.. 32$ gone.. sadded.. read alll of sams post.. sorry!! wow.. she is worse than me.. im sorry fr giving u so much trouble intern.. im so sorry..

OKAY!!! its todae!! that was yesterday!! lol.. todae alot of things.. zzz.. im so happy.. bt.. sigh.. cant.. valerie.. those words of encouragement.. keep it.. save it somewhere.. let it work through u.. haha.. today so fun.. i love it.. kayys.. wanna talk.. bt den roy chair break!!! lol!!! csnt help bt laughing.. den claude keys drop into his jeans!!! omg!!! haha!! so funni siah!! his pants gt hole!!! lol!!! so funni!!! haha recollections r here.. our team nt rappie.. bt okay de.. cos ours must have alot tense den RAP!!!! lol!!!

Haha.. nice rap of recollections siah.. sigh.. miss drama.. yay!!! thank god..

2009-07-12T17:49:00.001+08:00

lol.. almost 4gt to put tis.. lol.. tks to denise ba.. haha.. i luv all the graphics..

2009-07-12T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hello!! lol.. todae.. went to church.. haha.. faster den katie.. lol.. yea.. one way rox!! although so tiring lol.. bt den i was so shocked when i sat n saw more n more newcomers coming in!! omg!! thank god!! den katie push me out!!! zzz.. also nt my cell den still call me to go first.. zz.. katie!! lol.. den did games.. conrad really angry.. bt i pray dear god will let his anger go away.. den songs!!! yay!!! so enthu!! yea gnk!! did one way.. lol.. really tired aft it n keep panting lol!! even though i first in run i panted like crazy.. cos jump n jump n jump!! bt den i found something sooooooo amazing! when we jump, e kids jumped higher!! yea.. n when we samg.. they sang louder!! omg!! im so happy n hyper when i c tis so nt so bad le.. lol..

Did high speed.. haha.. could see all the newcomers trying hard to follow e actions.. so, y nt? so did it clearly.. lol.. when they were asked to quiten down they really did!!! im so really happy!! did eagles wings.. again thay sang louder than us!! they were so innocent n so hungry fr e lord.. god!! i love you!! when finished i almost cried coz of all of tis.. wow.. god is so great.. i love him more aft tt..

Finished.. as bible study more newcomers come.. n guess wad? so long nvr hav 6 new comers!! n FULL ATTENDANCE!!! omg!!! i really cant believe it!! lol.. well.. todae shopping dae.. so of cos alot ppl come.. t so cramped.. lol.. 73 kids altogether!! im so glad!! shopping dae.. zzz.. matthew im gonna kill him.. zzz.. wad kind of salesman he is? intro girl gift to boy n boy to girl.. zzz.. he is so lame.. found out.. so mani ppl gt nt enough.. cos new shopping pts.. so maybe.. bt den.. last shopping dae gt alot ma? lol.. donno..

Lol.. saw tis hot guy.. hair like gu jun pyo(i tink i spell wrong lol!!) at first i dk.. den katie sae.. jiahui ur face so red!!! omg!! my face so red.. zzz.. im so like omg!! uh oh.. my face turning red agn.. zzz.. his face n body so hot!! bt den katie also face red lol.. zzz.. i took a photo of him!! yay!! katie so angry n estatic!! when i take she keep saying giv me or u die.. zzz.. lols.. she also ccrazy.. i gt close up(damn hard to take phto widout noticing siah!! den in church someore!!) i'll post up e pics ltr on.. tired.. okay.. have to go prepare bible lesson.. i have 1 more week to do gnk!!! praise god!!

2009-07-11T16:03:00.000+08:00

Random.. but.. valerie.. n all other christians.. watch this video.. i think i have watched it in church somewhere.. and i cried badly..

2009-07-11T15:33:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXV9h-mLRmw

Haha.. well.. one way rox!!! well.. doing it wif e children agn.. miss gnk le.. lol.. church rox!! i wan do more n more gnk work!! bt.. sigh.. last week le.. den no more.. nt my cell.. sigh.. i wan.. nvm.. one way rox!!

2009-07-10T14:37:00.000+08:00

Hi all!!! new blogskin!!!yea!! all tks to valerrie aka seow tong fr tis!! lol.. well.. currently in her hse.. lol.. so sian.. bt den todae siao de leh.. every1 plaeing paper aerroplane la!! lamer.. all thrrow to boy nt us bt still hav.. zzz.. darren is so gonna gt his punishment!! throw water bottle at my head.. nt onli tt still call me stand thr f him to throw agn!!! siao!! sianzzz.. well.. yijun come to sku agn.. mrs ang so.. zzz.. i tink im gonna hate her.. she so ' scary '!!! lol

Well.. im still trying to stop.. went bac.. n i tink im giving up.. sigh.. art todae still okay.. nice drawing.. bt den well.. almost out of ideas to draw le.. tell me leh!!! sian.. so long n so farr.. y must so stress.. well.. i can look fr ppl fr help.. sigh.. my phone gt prob.. bt gonna repair it tml!! yay!! cant sms nw.. bt aft tt i'll sms u peopos kayys? lol.. learn frrm val.. lol.. nice one!! k ba.. signing off.. hav alot of tings to sae bt den like so sian.. when i have time i'll post some pics abt events n stuff.. well.. vnw.. guess i'll go slack.. n try to concentrate on my math n others.. n practise nt to slp during class.. b all!!

2009-07-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

Hello.. im bac to posting agn.. zzz.. alot of thngs to post bt lik no time.. bt well.. tis blog is soooooooooo dead.. onli siqi.. haha.. tks alot!! lol.. todae alot of fun.. well.. tis whole term like so fun le.. if we seperate i tink we would cry lik crazy.. treasure it ba.. frens 4ever!!! zzz.. darren so zzz.. throw bottle still can de.. bt throw on head?!! siao!! head so pain siah.. throw so gd.. wonder he dun wan join bball.. zzz.. den so much ting.. sam show us alot of tings during drame.. lol.. here.. hav so mani samantha's.. ms samantha.. samantha.. n samantha!! lol.. onli 1 church fren, 1 intructor of eldds n 1 teacher/best fren!! yea man!! eldds rox!! too bad stop cos of h1n1.. so sickening..

Well.. i can post alot of things bt.. so sian.. im sorry to siqi though.. ya i stop bt.. sigh.. im so sorry..

2009-07-04T11:06:00.000+08:00

Hi eveyone.. okay.. this post is something stupid.. so dont count this as one.. i post this is for some friends that knows me.. not saying nchs!!(:

Y? pisttac.. if you see this please help me ask.. why? y im banned? yes i know.. cos im stupid and mlg wanted to coz of my inapproprate titles.. sigh.. sorry pisttac.. help me tell stargazer.. thanks so much.. i never got to say goodbye to her..

2009-06-30T17:49:00.000+08:00

Okay.. currently suffering from a severe sore throat dure to stupid resons( guys.. pls dun act stupid or else i'll post e videos here!!).. aniwaes.. today was fun!! lots of laughter.. especially in denise house.. lol.. slumber partee!! zzz.. cos of e laughter n going to denise house make me like tt!! zzz.. sku got tis lit cher.. her name is officially ms angkukueh!! lol!! her name is ms ang... lol.. 4gt her behind name.. LOL!! laughed like crzy when she sae our names.. sao wee become siao yii, lee zong become wee shong.. lol!! ok.. im laughing like crazy again.. damn funni.. ohoh!! n peixuan was peixun or something!!! LOL!!! damn super funny!! lol la!! den rearrange seat.. vincent throw aeroplane at me.. cher scold him.. nt real bt jk nia la!! den i throw bak!! lol!! hit him o0n e face!!! LOL!!! cher sae aso so funni.. go denise house.. zzz.. use e famous murdering puppet mr rabbit to cover every1 face!! LOL KAN!! Den all of dem except yanlin n peixuan slp.. i nvr.. cos i cant.. i murdered dazelin n peixuan e most.. lol.. val also.. michelle nvr os.. lol.. bunny!! haha.. super fun.. bt cannot find card so cant plae ban luk.. zzz.. sao wee still owe me something.. zzz.. i'll kill him soon.. zzz.. so funni todae.. laugh until no sound.. zzz.. too much fun wif frens.. kk.. thurs do agn.. zzz.. tml math remedial.. sigh..

2009-06-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

Ok.. this is so scary.. sigh.. i wanna go die..

THE BELIEVER’S SOUL VS. THE UNBELIEVER’S SOUL

Death of the Body	Death of the Body
Spirit returns to God	Spirit goes to prison in hell
1^st Death Body returns to dust Soul carried away by angels to Abraham's Bosom (Paradise)	1^st Death Body returns to dust Soul goes to hell (bottomless pit)
At 7^th trumpet, dead arise and meet Jesus in the air We shall be changed.	Soul remains in hell
The Marriage Supper of the Lamb	Soul remains in hell
1^st Resurrection Millennium 1,000 years of peace Live and reign with Christ	Soul remains in hell during the Millennium
Great White Throne Judgment	Great White Throne Judgment
New Heaven and New Earth Live forever with God and Jesus	2^nd Death Cast into Lake of Fire forever

2009-06-19T07:59:00.000+08:00

Hi all!! been too lazy to put up pics n stuff.. lols.. denise n yanlin n all e other si gummocks!! Rmb abt e pig cages?? i have e pic!! lols.. nw jst put me inside can le.. lols.. another day perhaps though.. now currently waiting fr so many things.. lols.. n most importantly.. god n drama n school!! yea.. starting a new life.. i have so many support so y nt? lols.. now what i want is like so many ppl to be a christian!! realli do wan ppl to be christian!! God.. if u noe him well he realli exsists n i cant deny it, cos i realli felt him n stuff.. Well.. i tink i noe y i feel so cold towards god.. well.. rmb gt church camp? no.. nt last yr bt e 1 be4 tat? when i still p6? ya.. den my grandma died n i have to go bac?? well.. onli a few ppl noe la.. i still rmb.. lols.. well.. gtg le so.. bb ba..
I hate ****!!!! she is damn irritating n like.. i jst cant get rid of her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-17T16:43:00.000+08:00

Yo!! im bac from chalet n m'sia!! so fun siah!! well.. thr r so mani things i wan to post bt i tink i would post them along wif e potos.. lols.. well.. hav to go find cable n stuff.. bb le!!

2009-06-09T10:11:00.000+08:00

Hi im bac!! well. i luv sundae!! cos we gt JunE!! so fun!! bt gt so blisters.. zzz.. lols.. well.. plaed captain's ball wif a twist n burst e balloon! So fun!! well.. i realli wan to go e playmax.. bt den i gt tis stupid ting.. zzz.. sadded siah.. well.. told sam something.. den she agreed to help me!! yay fr me!! n well.. im loving church more n more!! well.. gtg le.. now my eyesight lik shit.. zz.. well.. off to math le so bb!!

2009-06-03T07:44:00.000+08:00

Oh ya.. I jst rmbred.. i nvr tell u all abt my results!! lol..
1.Eng:54.. nvr gt my target!! zzz.. F4.. zzz.. i'll murder ms heng siah!!zzz..
2.chinese:60.8!! yay!! Mr chong still sux though.. heex.. lol.. folo siqi le.. lol..
3.MATHEMATICS!!:Guess my marks.. haha.. 17.5!! cant believe it? believe it ba.. I realli dk math.. I still prefer mdm tang den mrs chia.. Do u?
4.Science:As usual.. i get A2 agn!!72.3.. zz.. alwaes gt A2 fr science.. lol.. Mr tien rox siah!! luv ur stories!! yeah.. science rox too!!
5.GEOGRAPHY!!:Yeah man!! get 2nd in class yeah!! 61.4!! if wasn't fr a careless mistake den i would get highest.. zz.. mingming.. zzz.. siqi.. i tink u teach me better den mrs lu siah.. she so sarcastic towards eloys.. zz..
6.History:zz.. lowest in 2 yrs.. zzz.. 59.1.. Mr lee lik duck!! walk realli like it lo!! lol!! i tink nw is mr neo teach so.. zzz..
7.Liteature!!:I nvr failed be4!! bt i still fail.. zzz.. 47.9.. sadded siah.. Still prefer ms phua.. bt nw donno cos mdm pey so lik fun.. lols..
8.Art:zzz.. failed.. as usual.. 30 marks tis time.. ms kong still ok mahhs.. rite 2h? onli ms chia so idiotic.. keep chasing me.. zzz.. even aft sku.. zzz..
9.Home e:Aiming tat fr 6th subject.. hopt i can get it n nt art or d&t.. zzz.. 60.6.. Mrs wee teaching skill i luv.. bt i miss ms koh.. lol..
10.Music.. zzz.. it wasnt my fault tat i get d.. zzz.. Ms yong is an elephant! elephant? ELEPHANT!! haha.. learnt it in lit.. lol!!
11.IPW.. zzz.. well.. my grp got a.. bt apparantly we handed in late.. so nvr la.. bt.. at least we gt c.. zzz.. no fair siah.. zzz.. Mrs chia.. i hate u siah!! zzz..
12.CME.. zzz.. nvr gt b be4.. bt i tink is cos paper nt open bk so.. zzz.. lol..
13.zzz.. wad did i do wrong fr IT?? zzz.. my grp dk lo.. zzz.. if nt can pass le.. nvm ba.. lols.. Mr jae.. zzz.. lol..

Well.. so.. my results r out.. n im like so sarcastic.. lols.. k la.. gtg filming le.. bb!! hope i wun ganna decieve by them agn.. zzz..

2009-06-02T16:31:00.000+08:00

Yoyo!! todae filming!! bt ganna pissed off by tat scott!! ok.. nt scott teng bt scott in e tv ok? yaya.. filmed wif mediacorp.. haha.. u c dem lik so nice on tv bt in real life, dey sux!! Ng n ng n ng until my feet all gt blisters n legs full of mosquitoes bites!!.. zzz.. both scenes run n run.. den keep ng.. zzz.. even claude n samantha aso nvr so harsh on us lo.. ok.. gt break.. bt den onli fr a short while.. zzz.. i hate those shoes!! n e uniform.. zzz.. achiever sec sju.. put all e front intials n wad u gt? ASS!!! zzz.. made frens though.. zzz.. tis guy from 1g.. he sae 'u emo a?' when he sae tat, minyu stare at me.. bt she nvr sae anything.. which so relieving.. lol.. i ting she saw la.. bt im gonna slash ba.. bt.. i donno..

Scott was so fucking idiotic cos..
1.His temper like so idiotic!!
2.He is so damn kind to his 'frens' in mediacorp bt to us? Shit!! i'll tell u y in tat next point..
3.He heard noise backstage.. n out comes 'oi!! shut ur fuck up!!' wtf? sickening guy..
4.he keep looking at us like as if we r idiotics!! so wad if we r onli calefares? tat doen't mean he can scold us fuck as n when he likes!!

Zzz.. i hate him.. bt well.. overall its quite fun larx.. opps.. sae all bad things.. lol.. actually.. i miss sku siah.. cos.. well.. my class i mean.. i wanna put all tats happening in class.. bt ts jst too long fr me so sae.. bt my class rox!! zzz.. went thr 8.. mediacorp come 8:40!! zzz.. waste my time siah.. den went home lik 2?? WTF? n den lik.. all our meals? dey nvr even giv!! still sae.. 'ALL meals will be provided'!!! OMG!! SO IDIOTIC!! meals? all giv to scott n all!!! ZZZ.. so angry siah..

Went home alone.. sigh.. nvr slash.. bt kept thinking of it.. zzz.. i feel like stabbing myself siah.. i donno y.. hmmm.. jst to sae.. bt im realli worried abt ms eza.. cos.. i mean.. look!! she block all her photos.. n she nvr tok to me le.. i feel like as if she is nt her cheerful self le.. pls.. those hu r able to talk pls help me.. cos.. well.. she dun wn listen to me.. sigh.. im rotting.. Tell me, shld i slash on e wae to sku or be4? pls tell me.. or even both? i feel like doing it nw bt den so mani ppl arnd so hw am i gonna slash? zzz.. allrities den.. gotta rest.. cos tml from 9 till 7.. zzz.. hope my leg e blisters will heal.. lol.. long post.. bt wanna put all events.. lol.. nvm ba.. haha.. onli fr todae la.. lol..tell u something.. u noe our sku gt 1 rope fr climbing? i tried hanging myself.. it worked.. bt apparently gt too mani ppl so i cant kill.. if nt den.. well.. maybe i would hang myself tml or another dae..

2009-05-30T07:04:00.001+08:00

Lol.. sorri.. these few daes too funni too like update all lo.. well.. gt bac my results n i like freaked out?! nvr fail lit bt den.. sigh.. still fail.. okok.. im lik gonna put up 2 videos n tell me wad u tink abt themk? lol.. jae helped lo.. he let us c den we all laugh den i managed to find these videos!! yeah!! so pls come here to get link or jst watch! sigh.. i have too mani precious memories to rite here..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZBn1e
n another 1.. lols(:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K93dCa8GM34
Kk.. so pls tag me n tell me how u feel abt e videos k? lol..

2009-05-23T14:04:00.000+08:00

hiie all!! guess I 4gt to post abt yesterdae.. bt I tink I wun do it nw cos I'm lik nt using a com.. so well.. been having cramps from yesterdae till nw.. so pain siah!! lol.. I keep wanting to slash.. bt den I lik dun wan to do it nw.. maybe I'll do it tml.. still having fever.. well.. went to park wif denise peixuan n yanlin.. zzz.. dey ignore me purposely when dey saw me.. zz..
den go plae childish games thr.. zz.. scraped my hand thr 3 times.. peixuan so scared of everytin thr!! lol.. me n yanlin keep laughing non stop!! lol.. hu call her so scared of jumping jst a short distance down!! lol.. canwhored wif dem.. wa.. we acted so crazy siah.. we lik so foolish n keep blocking ppl wae.. lol.. nvr folo dem go e convention hall.. sad.. u go c denise blog!! she so bad siah.. zz.. well.. wan do it agn though.. maybe june hols ba.. if I folo dem go suntec den cant folo dem go out liao.. so nvr lo.. bt den better ma.. lol.. ok.. everytin was awsome from thurs till fri!! n den e nw maple 2 rox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im addicted to it liao.. lol.. ok.. gtg liao.. cya next time!!

2009-05-21T10:21:00.000+08:00

www.youtube.com/watch?v=_EPVFVC24-g

tis so sad.. haruharu.. tis girl did so well in all e effects.. omg.. n tis her 2nd video.. its so touching.. i hope u would c it.. u might love it.. lik those lik denise.. lol.. she wach liao.. lol.. i really wish to c wad ppl would sae abt tis video.. so pls comment on tis ok?? llol.. all my exams quite fine.. bt lik hard.. im trying to pass all of them so i can be so happi.. lol.. todae home e.. wa.. so hard siah.. bt i tried to do my best.. so.. lol.. my class so noisy these few daes.. i wish we could lik.. b lik tis 4ever.. bt we lik splitting up soon.. n i dun wan.. nw i hav to choose f&n or art.. if i choose f&n den i cant b wif denise.. n if take art.. lik alot of them lik i wun get to c them too!! ITS SO HARD FR ME TO DECIDE!! help!! zzz

zzz.. lols.. im lik so relieved tat over though.. so well.. signing off nw!! well.. my slashing.. jst slashed fr awhile yesterdae.. lol.. bb la.. gtg liao..

2009-05-15T19:27:00.000+08:00

O.o.. sian siah.. exams all week.. still gt 4 more to go.. so jy all ba!! well.. so far onli i find chinese hard.. n science which is todae.. sorri cher.. 2 marks gone jst lik tat.. cos 2 questions i donno!! sigh.. i dun wan to fail e subject tat u tot us..

Lol.. walk pass our class during exams n u would gt a shock!! lol.. We hav tis habit of making noise even in exams!! shhh!! i dun wan ppl to sae our class sux.. bt its nt.. its jst tat we all veri restless!!take art fr example.. we starting gt so much toking liao.. so lik we dun care.. so den whisper.. i finish doing my stuff den tat person(wun enclose his name here cos i might gt a 'warning' by every1..) he go shout at ppl at void deck plaeing b-ball!! zzz.. he hor.. zz.. bt actually widout all these i cant do my paper.. cos its lik my class.. i do wan them to make noise, though gt scolded by alot of teachers liao..

So well.. even first dae already laugh at cher liao.. haha.. tat story sooo funni!! gt malay student in our class am.. den taking eng paper.. cher is lik onli speak chinese.. so den we all lik keep quiet.. e malay students lik shaf understand chinese( we lik help her den her mom is lik noe chinese so also so lik we so lucky to hav tis kind of fren!!!) den she sae 'cher here gt malay leh can dun speak chinese can speak eng la!!' den cher sae 'ok'!! e wae he sae too comical!! so den we do bt we still tok.. i nvr den they lik all to lik making me so started to laugh.. lol..

Tues.. chinese cher screamed at us!! n he male!! wa kao 2nd time he do tat leh!! bt i can sae tat is ppl sabo den they gt scolded.. when he scold e boys we all go lik waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! lol.. cos its lik so rare he scold us.. den we all quiet.. bt i noe e effects will go so i wait.. true.. 5 mins l8r they start to tok.. lol.. when collecting e papers i keep saeing cher so waaaaaaaa leh.. lol.. every1 sae too.. zzzzzzz.. i so lik qian bian..

Todae still ok.. bt tok to emily cher saw.. i lik so pai seh.. so quiet den lake yanlin.. she make me first though.. lol la yanlin!! Mok gussi la!! Ru hua!! lol.. if u r some1 lik denise den u would noe y i sae tis.. lol.. im bored.. i lik lost more than 10 marks fr science.. sigh.. im so sad.. wanna change time to start all over agn.. sigh.. ok lo.. i tell u.. gt more bt lik im so sian.. lol.. slashed lik 21 times tis week.. havent add weekend so.. all i can sae nw tat my hand lik so raw.. u touch i lik scream.. lol.. kk la.. gtg liao.. bb la!! twoh-heroes pls study hard n do more 'usual' stuff!! lol..

2009-05-08T11:01:00.000+08:00

Haha.. currently in mac lab nw.. so bored.. haha.. yijun so funni siah.. haha.. these few daes so stress.. work n work n more work!! Maybe i should slash more.. sigh.. well.. baptism so cool.. onli dun lik e part tat every1 compare me wif my mum.. jst cos she baptised doesn't mean tat i must gt baptised!! its so sickening.. im realli nt ready yet.. i might nt be baptised lor.. might as well.. cos im still nt going to heaven wad..

Sigh.. if i had a choice.. sigh.. nvm.. having new links in my blog soon.. hey.. giv suggestions fr my blog template.. pls hav emo 1 k?? its time to change ba..

2009-05-02T10:43:00.000+08:00

Ok.. yesterdae post sux.. cos nt much.. lol.. so embarrasing la.. e other time go denise hse lik clown lik tat.. wanna noe? ask pei xuan.. if im nt wrong she havent delete so can go see.. bt quite paiseh liao.. den e clowns of 2h.. zz.. dey so crazy.. aniwaes.. umm.. pls la.. dun ask me fr sweets liao.. im lik so tired of buying fr u all.. so nw im gonna put rule.. those hu wan dun ask indirect!! n e massage tinggy.. advance orders onli!! V.I.P go first.. zz.. ok.. u all must tin im crazy in sku.. bt no.. last tin.. those hu wanna hav tuition tell me.. so i can confirm wif siqi.. math onli n on wed.. meet rivervale plaza.. Haha.. admission is free..zz

Will 2h stay together n nvr wander away from life? Will we be e same aft 5 yrs together? Will we hav more surprises tat will make our bond together stronger? think..

2009-05-01T17:29:00.000+08:00

yoyo!! sad siah.. nw realli can't use com.. bt I'll try to sae tis wk e stuff..
did stupid stuff la.. gt scolded e worst tis whole wk!! art!! ms chia la!! I so hurt.. I did all my art work bt den she sae I nvr do!! zzz..
met ms liew on thurs.. she gave me courage to throw my knife away.. tis alot my fren!! I treat her as 1.. cos she's 19 n she wan me to call her fren.. so now I earned a new fren!!
haha our class more funni den be4!! I realli wan us to stay together 4ever.. we are 2heroes aft all..
AHHH!! MS LIM(ahem!! she's mdm now bt I nt used so.. ) aniwaes.. SHE FOUND TAT I SLASH!! help!! I guess she saw me slashing class ba.. or maybe siow may told her.. or.. well.. lm nt sure though..
phototaking on tues!! so fun!! wanted to sit wif seniors on fun shot bt nvr.. sad..
there r more in tis wk bt I got to rush.. so.. maybe tml ba.. I wan to slash bt si qi.. sae cannot.. so maybe I would use denise style or try my new n improved wae of self harm.. I'll try stabbing.. so if u all see me wif limp or hand pain tat means I start liao.. sorry.. I wanna hav love.. see me facebook.. I go see pic of ms eza n si qi.. n I cried!! I feel tis unexplained hurt in my heart.. I wan to get rid of it.. bt e onli was is to slash or stab myself.. I tin its cos of my math test.. I dun even now hw to do even 1 question!! I left tat 5 questions blank!! I realli dun noe hw to do!! so aft tat since I threw away my knife wif alot of courage I stab myself.. I tell u.. e feeling is so cool!! bt no blood though.. n walk home wif limp.. sorry to sae though.. I still hav 1 more knife at home tat I haven't throw! so I can slash agn!! yay!! I read tis article n I felt so sorry abt myself.. cos aft I die I still go hell so wads e point of stopping? I'm so hurt now.. ok.. I realli hav to go so.. bb la..

2009-04-25T13:05:00.000+08:00

Yo!! tis wk havent been able to post due to reasons tat i dun wan to mention.. well.. I could summarise tis whole wk in sku though.. lets start wif.. well.. SYF..

1.ELDDS HAV E SAME AWARD AS VJC!! WE HAV ASO MANTAINED A SIVER FR E PAST SYF'S!!
2.Our class hav offically become no.2 in e award winning saboing class n hav sucessfully made ms heng cry!! lol.. tis wasn't on purpose.. (2I still hold record..)
3.Over 10 ppl noe abt my condetion.. which abt 5 is see n others is i sae..
4.ELDDS MAY FALL 1 DAE IF THR ISN'T ENOUGH PPL TO JOIN NXT YR!!
5.Our sku hav more than 3 silver n so far 2 gold.. sad siah.. Im realli sorri fr CD though.. cos they had silver tis time n 2 yrs be4 they gt gold wif honours!! wth?? nvm lar.. 2 more yrs..
6.Our class is nw together as 1!! lol.. tin its nt surprising?? try n c!!
7.Our class hav at least 5 ppl tat blog is made private tis whole wk!!
8.Beatrice noe.. i noe y.. bt hw can she noe?? its lik almost impossible..
9.Our lit grp is going to fail lit drama..
10.I had a super big quarrel wif lit grp fr 3 daes!! wth??
11.Boys r as their craziness on thurs.. rip 2 of lee zong pants at 2 gos!! lol.. e last time it happened was in mr krishnan's class last yr.. tat accident.. nw its in tat damn math cher mrs chia.. n on purpose..
12.Found out tat e last time when i went to compass was 2 wks be4!!
13.Had science, math n geog test.. science(19/25..careless la..)math(0/20)geog(havent yet cos yijun haven take yet..)
14.Offically in math remedial!! i dun even understand wad mrs chia saeing la!! zz. so still fail..
15.Played celebrities in ELDDS.. we won!! so fun..
16.nvr did a single hmwk tis whole wk!! bad hor??
17.was abt to celebrate eloys birthdae todae.. bt cant go so i wanna wish u happi birthsae eloys!!
18.IT deadline coming soon.. bt i donno wad to do!! sigh..
19.Im a leader in alot of things!! even presentation aso me.. zzz.. alwaes me leh..
20.u noe e show ping pang yuan?? haha.. we saw xi gua sao coming out of e hod rm!! wtf?? laughed lik shit n followed her.. could nt follow her home cos gt cca..

I realli luv my class.. its realli hard to 4gt them.. i realli wish tat we wun be separated.. zzz.. ok.. i'll stop here.. nid to do something siah.. so boring at home.. okok.. buhbyes!! zhu ren.. add me in ur private blog.. wuff!! Ok.. i nvr slash at all in tis wk!!~~~~ ok!! i did 5..~~~~ okok!! 10!!~~~~ fine!!!!!!!!!!! 15 ok??~~ ok siam!! zz.. my fren is lik beside me.. zz.. ok la.. gtg liao..~~~~ zz.. she wan me to post tis.. i slash 2 everydae..~~ nope.. dun believe her.. i onli slash tis wk yesterdae..~~~~ must go liao.. call her to help me..

2009-04-18T15:51:00.000+08:00

Hi all!! todae gt geog replacement class.. tot tat i came late bt to my surprise my class was outside!! went in at arnd 9.. i sae tat my class is e best.. cos.. lol.. dey could even de-siao ms lu n 2c.. lol..when cca fren heard our nicknames dey broke off wif laughter.. i sae.. nth could realli go wrong wif my class.. though im still despised by meng kiong.. n e other boys la.. bt overall dey r ok.. over liao.. bt dey still so disturbing.. lol.. went to compass..

Go mac eat.. talk abt e prices!! wtf?? 1 hash brown e piece so small, bt its $1.65!! so ex siah!! even sku e piece is bigger n cheaper.. talked abt rich ppl.. dazelin veri naughty a?? lol.. den went to value shop.. zzz.. den spent lik 30 mins at cd shop.. sighzz.. so boring.. den went home.. n im here.. sigh.. these few daes no mood to slash.. bt i foung another wae tat is fool proof!! well.. from denise aniwaes.. tks la!! n stop calling me bitch, bitch!!

Yesterdae gt anniversary.. bt went out at 10.. jst to go tampines.. lol.. wore class-t.. went valerie hse to take some stuff.. saw tis dog tat shy to poo poo in front of us.. lol.. bt realli cute la.. took bus thr.. we standing.. den e saw tis man sooooooo alike as mr bean!! will transfer e poto at a l8r date..(pone gt confiscate fr a month la.. zzz sad siah..) reach.. den first tin is to find someplace to eat.. zzz.. walk to century den walk bac!! so tired.. den went to see whr our class t was made.. wa piang eh.. emily chose e design n nvr ask us!! bt nvm la.. $20!! so ex!! gt scolded bt well.. its nice wad.. den go arcade.. hey!! wore sku skirt n socks n shoes, bt we wore ankle socks n dun care went in jst lik tat..

Haha.. sponsor denise to plae b ball.. den redeem prize.. hehe.. went to sku.. bt e tin start at 5 n we reach at 3!! wtf?? so plae b-ball.. watched so mani programmes.. den gt funni tin happen.. our class realli laighed lik shit when we passed it down!! lol.. when choir started to sing, e projectors both side started to buzz!! n den when dey stop, dey aso stopped!! den dey sing agn, n e tin blink in 1 in 1 out.. so funni la!! den dey stoppedf wif high pitched n e tin jst suddenly black out!! haha.. tat part we all laughed lik@$*&#($&&#(&$!! ms pey sae so funni meh.. bt can see tat she smiling.. zzz.. sae ppl nvr sae herself.. haha.. would nvr 4gt these.. lol..Went home.. so late.. 8.. ok la.. shall stop here.. wanna plae audi!! gdbye!1 pls plae wif me..

2009-04-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

So sad todae.. sighzz.. i dun wan e seniors to go.. sigh.. prepared e i&e rm.. came first.. was so hungry.. zzz.. den saw them.. tot they gonna come up.. bt nvr.. so heng.. abt 4++ den they came.. haha.. shld see hw daniel, darren n gilbert block seniors from coming.. den they plae wif us.. wad?? lik 3 little pigs ar?? haha..

Started wif a cheer fr them.. den they see our well wishes.. nvr cry.. haha.. den wait fr michelle n dorcas so can eat.. den when our turn no more hawwiian pizza!! sad.. gt a last piece though.. den treasure hunt.. our grp finish in abt 3 mins!! when we gt bac eunice grp still havent go yet!! so gt a choice in e best lollipops!! haha.. den watch a hurried video..(made jst todae!! so quality nt so gd..) cried a bit.. den yvonne video!! cried lik @$##@@##@$%%$#$!! kept crying until i really no voice to speak.. gt letter.. make me cry even more!! dun dare to open it.. cos scared i cry till i faint.. tried to tell yvonne to throw away.. cos i wan time to stop so tat they would stay 4ever..

Sigh.. she dun wan.. cried more.. den dun wan to gp home.. stayed till 7++.. cos i wan to spend as much time wif e seniors as possible.. so sad.. on e wae home i see.. i said heng cos if i open it i would tell siow may tat i would slash rite tis instant!! sigh.. if only they would nvr had to leave.. sobsob.. wanna cry agn.. maybe slash..

Sku life as usual.. table tennis as usual.. gt oral on mon.. tml anniversary.. sai.. zzz.. sit behind.. i want our class to stay together.. i wouldn't noe wad would happen if dun hav these jokers arnd.. haha.. slashed onli 3 times!! so little.. bt no time lars..

2009-04-15T18:53:00.000+08:00

Yoyo!! haha.. todae nice lo.. todae no math!! yes!! so gt 3 period free..(minus recess..)we plae table tennis in class.. joined 6 tables to make.. haha.. so fun.. wanna plae agn.. well.. guess hu started it.. yes.. its denise agn!! lol.. can see tat is all denise start.. even stupid tin aso.. haha.. we lik interrgorated ms quek.. lol.. donno y.. n she is in e same batch as ms liew!! haha..

Recess.. buy n smuggle food bac.. haha.. turns out tat ms quek still thr so tok n tok.. set e tables agn.. plae.. den lik cher see sae we siao.. we sae is call improvising.. wad e hell?? haha.. so much fun.. e ping pong ball keep flying.. no rules ma.. so we plae anihw.. haha.. dun cares huh?? haha.. fly to lik.. zzz.. stupid ball!! fly to those places!!( u noe wad i mean hor!!)went to com lab fr last math period.. my com was super lac la!! den load finish, relink valerie den giv denise.. haha.. yan lin, mei xian, jie lin, denise, seow tong n michelle plae rewujie.com..(chinese audi.. bt super lac..haha)Mei xian win in 4 ppl.. michy win win in 2 ppl.. haha.. so fun watching them.. den go bac class.. history.. nt paying attention aniwaes.. no mood sia.. slp fr 15 mins.. bt so afraid tat cher would scold.. so slp fr awhile den wake n so on..

Geog!! Oh man.. i luv geog!! so easy!! nt helping to do fr others liao.. cos im so tired.. haha.. bt nvr slp!! bt gd news actually!! lol.. pc.. wan to plae tb.. bt den cher sae cant so sad lo.. haha.. so laze.. nvr go home straight.. cos decorate classrm.. nice!! note:boys, pls dun destroy!! at least wait till event over than destroy can?? finish den go bac. valerie hse first.. plae audi.. den reach hm!!

O.o sianzz.. todae gt castrophe.. roy broke up wif mindy.. den he moody.. bang hand to e grill.. wa lao!! sit jst nxt to it someore!! so loud sia!! heard frm syaf tat his hand bleed n true enough, hav e stains all over e floor at e bac of e classrm!! can see stains.. sooooooo cool!! i wanna slash fr e blood to flow.. well.. i jst knew tat my hand e skin so thick..

2009-04-14T14:51:00.000+08:00

Yoyo.. sianzz.. bt todae okok la.. nt much.. my math results r out.. ok.. guess my results.. i gt -2!! no idea rite?!?! bt its true.. so dun question me!! i noe y.. bt wun tell!! todae release early fr recess.. cos mr raffi go fr YOG.. so no pe.. sianzz. miss pe la.. den free period.. nicely done!! denise started it!! dun deny it!! she sae can go down.. so all go down.. haha boy go den we go!! A BIG GRP OF COPY CATS!! haha.. bt cant buy yet sia.. so mani cher sae cannot.. haha.. westly(i donno hw to spell his name.. bt he in 2i.. u c.. they aso same as me come down so..) n tat xiao pu dian!! they pretend walking n standing.. den 'queue' up!! den place order!! haha.. bell nt even finish den they take food n sit down soooooo cooly.. sad la.. bt i aso do tat lol.. haha junior see me lik wad e hell?? so fast come down!! haha..

Den.. nth lo.. play 'table tennis'.. diaos.. haha.. stupid.. eat chewibg gum.. haha.. take prize.. den cm here!! lol.. ELDDS!! wanna play prisoners.. haha.. i've gt...............

2009-04-11T18:39:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WYK6TxWX7s

tis song jst touched my heart.. i noe tat tis is a familiar song.. bt todae it jst touched me.. i keep crying.. i wanna be refined!! bt im so scared tat he would nvr 4giv me fr wad i did.. im so sorry!! bt e temptation is so great..

2009-04-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

Yoyo!! todae quite fun siah.. de siao cher.. i start u all laugh.. todae typical.. science first.. mr tien told us a story.. he said gt 1 student tat sae.. he set a question saeing tat plants converts light frm e sun into? e girl put down light energy-chemical potentian energy-SOUND ENERGY! no such tins!! bt she sae tat e plants were talking to her!! lol.. laughing lik crazy fr tat 1.. den nth else.. mt chao siao.. copy, copy, copy!! spelling aso copy.. diaos.. i tin he noe bt cher nvr sae anitin lor..

Recess.. pls la.. stop e nonsense leh.. i dun lik him!! still chant in front of me someore!! lik as if!! went bac to class to avoid them..(ahem!!) den foung denise crying.. exact words.. "denise.. dun cry leh.." "aiya.. kan ni bin hui xiao de la!!" den she look up n laugh.. lol.. ok la.. bt jst dun use hammer to hit.. l8r realli broken den u noe!!

Aft recess.. art.. laze arnd.. ms chia sent us go take pics.. bt dun care still stay.. den shoo us!! lol.. den outside wendy take poto.. bt we all do other stuff.. i still wonder hu started it leh.. if im nt wrong its either celine or emily or rebecca or me.. art nt doing anitin.. outside jst plaein n talking abt marching in rcy.. or abt ID or CD.. lol.. took pic of lik wadever tins tat is lik nth la.. tinking of if tis is a lesson or nt den cher call us bac in.. lol.. 1 hr lesson almost gone.. onli 5 mins be4 lesson over.. go bac class.. Swap lesson wif CME frm eng.. which is gd too!! cos gt a stupid tinggy.. l8r.. finish riting den complain to mrs loh.. lol..she side cher nt us.. sad.. den it wasn't a surprise when she sae hav fun fr ur eng nw.. cos we all sae.. ee.. eng.. haha.. reaction so big hor!!

Eng!! tats when e fun comes in!! i havent do finish work.. bt den she started to go through.. hu cares abt ms heng?? i continued to do.. when i finish she havent even finish half of e paper!! let denise copy.. tried to slp.. bt awakened bt de n C4.. denise ask.." if steam tat part(boys hor!! i noe our class is crazy bt bear wif it..)will it grow long?? n it alwaes hav to start wif denise!! water dae aso denise.. dios.. i sae donno.. C4 sae maybe.. den suddenly all e boys, me n denise sae so loud.. "sao wee!! go steam n try!!"(apparantly denise aso gt ask them!!)sae den ms heng sae "steam wad??" wa lao!! whole class started to bang on tables n laugh!! boys were on e floor laughing lik shit, me i laugh n started to cry, n den bang bang.. until almost gt scolding.. bt hu cares?? so funni.. when lesson over agn laugh lik shit!!

Math test.. fail!! sorri.. finish.. gt competion.. gt consolation prize..
ELDDS!! U shld see eunice scream when she gt caught.. voting fr positions!! okok la.. tell u more tml.. bbs..

2009-04-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

Hihi!! diaos.. SYF is finally over!! i do hope tat we will gt a Au with honors! i wanna tell u more.. lol.. so den we nvr attend sku.. onli flag raising.. den dash up fr warm-up n run.. bt we kindda play fr lik 30 min be4 we realli start.. go fr early recess.. went up to hall fr fun run.. last 1 liao.. sad la.. we spent 15 min fr every1 n class to gt out of e hall so we can use it..

Start.. I SO TENSE.. bt den nt so when i tried to balance my sun.. pls dun touch it!! gave comment.. den did hair n make-up.. went bac to class to chat wif imba ppl.. yaya.. if u noe them they r so.. lol.. gt complain.. haha.. ok la.. nxt time on air-con can?? my hair was so nice.. every1 sae so.. even sprayed gold!! took some poto wif zac n.. lol.. went off at 1:30.. every1 in junior were looking at us.. so paiseh.. heng gt drama jacket.. reached there.. bt i did a silly tin on bus.. we had king kong on e bus.. wad e hell.. we dun wan her folo us bt den lik purposely.. gave us such a long lecture.. tin wad?? she aso nt teacher in charge.. wad does she hav e rite to do so?? If she so clever den she can be Athena la!! Eunice dun nid.. become chorus.. lol..

I was e first person to change on e bus!! in history too!! it was so crazy.. aft much persuasion den i gave in.. tks dorcas fr helping me when e bus jerked, n tks michelle fr looking out.. rubbed glitter on my whole body.. lol.. lik a shining star.. den reach there i was so tense i couldn't breathe!! den wait fr so long.. finally went in.. wad e hell?? when it was our turn, e lites went off!! den we were told tat THEY WENT FR COFFEE BREAK!!! wad is e meaning fr tis?? wait fr lik.. 20 mins den start..

I tot it was ok.. I almost unbalanced e sun!! bt did it successfully.. it was e first time i nvr trip on my gown when tippin n walking backwards.. i so proud.. lol.. den went home.. gt bac to sku first.. my hair.. went home gt a gd wash.. zhiyu n minyu took so mani poto even aft e tin finish.. claude n sam aso took my potos n othrs as well.. giv me on thurs!!

Todae even more imba!! It was a water dae fr our class.. started by denise.. it ended at 2++!! siao la they.. i tin tml will be water n paper dae.. den gt imba dae.. de siao cher dae.. make place dirty lik shit dae.. n so mani more daes tat imba!! u may tin tat we r a bad lot bt we r nt.. we r veri guai.. oh ya.. gt more daes.. even gt obsession dae n siao siao dae.. i cant wait fr tml!!...

2009-04-01T15:50:00.000+08:00

Happi april fool!! Well.. add on.. todae our boys so guai.. gt celebrate.. bt den nvr throw tins lik last yr.. sad.. cos miss all e screams n stuff.. be4 recess.. yijun n eloys pon sku.. they run out of sku.. Roy make fun of dm ms tabita by saying gt yijun number.. bt 'scared' as dm take pone.. lol.. there must sae cross my heart.. lol.. see ms tabita lik so funni.. den cos they run out of sku so she come class.. den come back take real no from me.. eloys la.. wa.. u 2 so bad.. pon sku.. dun la.. ganna suspend den gt prob.. pls.. lol.. ok.. bb..

2009-04-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

Lol.. today quite nice... bt these few daes so svay.. almost gt banged by a car.. den dropped everything on e floor n lik everybody looking at me! so embarassing.. n y?? cos i made a promise to siqi.. tats y i so svay.. sad la.. almost cried.. n slash.. sigh.. today lik so stressed.. gt oral.. so do la.. chinese sux!! sae only 2 min den no more tin to sae liao.. O.o.. denise.. pls dun sad liao la.. cos nt worth it.. dun slash ar?? lol.. so.. u tell any1?? ya la.. so if u miss him den sms him sae tat tell him to sae sorry to u.. well.. i noe im nt so close bt try.. lol..

Ok.. sam is in new zealand, el on thurs n fri n sun.. can't go church.. or cell outing.. sad la.. sorry.. combined service.. dun realli lik it aniwaes.. ya la yala.. every1 sae must go.. so go.. bt learnt uite alot of tins there.. well.. tats all.. sian.. siqi..(btw, she is a 19 yr old cher..) i wun slash la ok?? i feel tat.. so hard to stop even fr 1 wk.. sigh.. i'll try my best.. okok.. SYF!! 5 MORE DAYS TO GO!! jia you!!:)

Nth much...

2009-03-30T17:58:00.000+08:00

Sigh... I Jst dun understand... Y must ppl care so much abt me? Ok... I hav e ans to tis... Cos im trying to gt ppl attention aniwaes... Ok... Im sorry.. My mum dun nid to care abt me so much rite? Nw tat she noe she keep saying abt it... I cant stand it! Sigh... Y cant she keep quiet abt it? Im so angry wif her la! Bt... Sigh... If she wun say so much i tin i wun slash so much liao... I can say some of e reasons here... Cos my mum n aunt keep arguing abt... Well... I dun really noe... Im so stressed abt it... Everytime i hear them i would fear tat they will be talking abt me.. Cos of tis... I feel so stressed... So i slashed... I cant stop.. So sorry.. Bt... Its Jst too tempting... I still have 4 more phrases to go... So when i finish my hand will look so cool n e feel will be so shuang... I did phrase 1 in church toilet... So convenient... Rite be4 shopping day... Den start to bleed rite aft i stop pressing on it... So run back... Wanted to show sam... Bt cant la... Tks sam... Fr offering to sit wif me...